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Trying to write a literature review on major depressive episodes is not fun when feeling low yourself π
I’m not even really sure how I feel. Definitely an empty sort of feeling. Not sad per say but not myself either. I am trying to focus all of my energy into my school work as I have so much to do and multiple assignments that need to be completed. But even that feels hard
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Pictures of new piercings π₯³
Mum and I went out on Thursday for the day. I took her to look for new boots as hers broke when she got here (in Australia, from New Zealand). Anyway, found some she loved so got them for her as her birthday present. I said if the piercing place had $5 piercing sale, which
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I’m such a Nana π₯±π
With my electric blanket on its so cosy and warm. Sometimes after a long day, and today was a long day, I just want to crawl into bed and get warmed up by my blanket that also helps with my pain levels. I had my psychology appointment this morning at just after 9am. Via video.
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My sister’s spa is now working and I am so happy about it π
Been with my mum and sister today. My sister wasn’t here when I arrived and unfortunately it didn’t go well with mum when I first got here. I now know I have to fully accept I will never have the relationship I would like with her. But as long as I keep everything completely superficial
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I tried so hard not to.. I really did ππ
But instead I’ve just added more cuts and eventually scars to myself.. I was definitely kidding myself that I could help anyone π€£ Time to go back to sleep
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My philosophy essay is due tomorrow! Not Tuesday but Monday night π€¦ββοΈπ
This entire time I have thought that Tuesday was the 7th of June. It was only first thing this morning when checking the calendar to see which bin was due to put on the curb, that I saw today is actually the 6th, therefore my essay is due tomorrow! π¬ I still don’t have a
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Nurse gone to get endone because my pain levels are now at excruciating π«π₯Ί
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Waiting in hospital emergency to get stitches for my thumb π€
So I tried to cut a pill yesterday with a pair of scissors.. instead I sliced a piece of my thumb off. Really didn’t want to come to the hospital so managed to find a clinic that said they would give me a phone appointment at 2:20pm and then the doctor would decide what needs
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Seriously loving the second half of Lucifer Season 5 πΊπ
Way too tired after getting only 6 hours of sleep Thursday night, being unable to actually sleep when I tired to nap yesterday afternoon and then worked night/sleepover shift and then this morning, to do any kind of worthwhile work on my philosophy essay π₯±π΄ So I’m lying on my couch watching the latest part
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How I am currently feeling…