-
Eight years ago, I smoked my very last ice pipe.
Each year that goes past, I think I think of something else. That sentene just went throught my head. My friend Eden is riight, writing with a pen or pencil is much easier than typing. Well it in the context of conscious challeni… You have no idea how much i struggle with words. More than…
-
Quite concerned that at this rate I won’t get the grades I need for Honours 😬
I just feel like I want it so much and really do believe that I can do it, it’s just that mentally I am still very much in waves. Like the past couple of days I have really wanted to study but just couldn’t focus. Now today I just feel sad and flat so have…
-
Day 43: 10th February 2022 | I recorded myself during my psychology appointment
Trigger Warning: mental health, suicide, self harm, drugs, anger all discussed. I thought this might be an interesting way to learn more about myself. Recording my therapy sessions, since I currently do them via telehealth online, is easy using my phone camera on stand facing me so my therapist is never in view. I have…
-
Finally cuddles! 🐕🥰
I need my morning cuddles from Boss 😁 I’m enjoying my morning coffee while I continue to read this book on ADHD strategies 🤓
-
Reading just the first few pages caused me to completely break down 😭
I guess I just feel so cheated. In life. About everything right now. I have been in therapy off and on for over 10 years. Regularly for the past 3 or 4 years. Might even be longer since this is my 6th year at university (I really didn’t think I’d take this long when I…
-
My book on ADHD strategies has finally arrived! 🙌 🥰🥳
I am really hoping this book helps me, because being diagnosed with ADHD in my mid thirties has really messed up my mind. I feel like absolutely every single thing I do just takes longer and longer and it’s becoming harder to not beat myself up over it. Feeling like a constant failure is extremely…
-
My doctor says I need to focus on my higher calling ♡
I will make a video after I have a shower to explain exactly what my doctor and I talked about. But since my doctor told me to focus on my higher calling which literally connects to how I feel about the world, as seen in my tattoo above, I feel so much better already. P.S:…
-
What it feels like when your mind is shutting down inside you…
I wish there were words or a way to really explain what happens during the episodes that take place, when the darkness consumes me. Perhaps some of the things I posted during that time portrayed what I was trying to express, I’m not sure. As the light continues to creep back in and I can…
-
Sometimes I guess you need to write something for someone else to really get it…
I have been scrolling through reddit since getting out of the bath/shower. I say it like this because for the first half I sat under the shower and let the bath fill up around me while I cried. . Thankfully I was able to actually wash my hair, shave, brush teeth, was face and body…
