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Day 948: 3rd August 2024 | Part 2 | I need a door ๐ช๐
I have had an interesting, emotionally draining day. I am still very much reacting to everything in a low vibrational, negative, sad, and highly anxious way. Which brings on panic attacks and crying. I just keep getting hit with more news. Like the room that is free for me to use doesn’t have a door.
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I just found this in my drafts from the beginning of this trimester – July 2021 – I feel better ๐ and my house is so clean ๐
I decided to give myself a break after my cry this morning. Yeah I am gutted about the grade simply because I actually really liked the class and understood most of the content. But what happened happened and I have to let it go and move on. I didn’t have it in me to do
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I saw a photo of Mr X his wife and their 2 children on Facebook..
I had to re log into everything on my new laptop. This included needing to login to Facebook for some reason to be able to login to my desktop Messenger app. So since I was on Facebook I thought fuck it and checked his wife’s account since he never used to use social media and
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Life update – 8:02am 7th of July
I want to do really well this trimester. Im so nervous about the results being released tomorrow. I had a full blown panic attack during the exam for unit I just did and didn’t even finish the exam so know I’m probably going to get a shit grade.. I didn’t listen to my own advice
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I am loving writing notes to myself directly onto the cupboards ๐คฃ