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Day 514: 27th May 2023 | I feel stupid ππ
I’m clearly more out of it than I realised π€ 12:29 pm Update: I genuinely don’t feel well in general now on top of everything else. Guess my body really is screaming at me to rest. Just sitting is more than I can manage given how much pain my ass is in. Though given the…
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Day 513: 26th May 2023 | I have managed to tie the sling to my body as best as I could π
I know I can’t rely on others to help me in situations like this. I need to strap my arm every day for weeks to come, so, I obviously need to figure out how to do it myself π€ I feel really sad today. More alone than ever. I know I have great friends but…
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How am I supposed to be bedridden for two weeks when I live alone??π₯Ίπ₯Ήπ₯
Forget mentally and emotionally, but physically?? I am screwed π And so the the fact that I am alone physically when I desperately need help, and a lot of it, yet, can’t receive it because so many variables, make me sad anyway π’ I have cried a lot this evening. I have tears in my…
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I’m no longer sure if the break is where the lump is…
Or if that’s even possible π€ Or if it’s more of a stoned thing π€£
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I have no idea how I am going to get through this alone π₯Ί
I feel truly alone right now π₯ Still divinely connected to all of you wonderful people π But, 3D me, wants a hug π€ Or more importantly, someone I wish I could call and ask for help, but, alas, I do not, which in turn makes me think of my sister, but I have sent…
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Day 512: 25th May 2023 | Turns out I need to get help strapping my arm in the sling to my body π€
I have been worried that I am not keeping my arm still enough so I tried to make an appointment with my doctor to discuss it but her first availability wasn’t until Saturday, so, I text messaged her instead. She called at 4:15 pm to let me know that I am not to use my…
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Day 511: 24th May 2023 | Part 2 | Intermission during Rocky Horror ππ₯³
I am on the train home now at 3:23 pm π I had the BEST time!!!!!π₯³π₯³π₯³π₯³ Each live show is different from the next. And I mean, there is a difference between each production company, as well as within one βΊοΈ The play was honestly incredible!!! If I didn’t ready have extra tickets, I would…
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Day 511: 24th May 2023 | I’m on my way to Rocky Horror and I’m so excited!!! βΊοΈππ₯³
I think I may have said it’s the 23rd of May, so, if I did, that’s strange, given what this particular date means to me π€ With my car having so many issues, I only want to drive it when absolutely necessary, which will be Saturday for work, as well as looking at cars. I…
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I feel sad but I don’t know why π’
My mood has dropped. I need to sleep. 10:07 pm
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Day 510: 23rd May 2023 | I talked to myself for 16 mins before realising the camera wasn’t on π
My car died and rolled backwards down a steep hill before I could stop it using the handbrake .. Then it overheated to the point I could smell burning before the gauge got to high on the dashboard. On a good note, Juice came and helped me sort out my cupboards today so that I…