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Raise children
What is something others do that sparks your admiration? Because by god, that really is the hardest thing to do, in my opinion. Being completely responsible for the life of another brand new innocent child in this world we live in….. No thank you. But I absolutely admire those who do, provided they are good
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Day 709: 9th December 2023 | I’ve been up less than four hours and am going back to sleep π΄
Sleeping is all my body seems to want to do, but I know it’s because I’m struggling with everything, most unfortunately, with eating. Not because I don’t want to but because it is literally extremely difficult to do at the moment, which is only adding to how I feel π 7:55 pm
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Feeling pretty pleased with myself βΊοΈπ₯°
I did two and a half hours of tutoring this evening, then cooked dinner, easy, but I’m still proud of myself. And the best part is, I have finally painted my toe nails, which I’ve been trying to get to for ages lol Tomorrow, I am going to treat myself to getting my nails done
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A meal prepared for a child made by an adult child π
This is how much I have managed and am now struggling to keep eating anymore π I’m going to try and keep eating as much as I can, and then I’m going to bed π π΄ 9:03 pm UPDATE: I am so proud of myself ππ Now, off to bed for me π΄π΄ 9:15 pm
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Day 707: 7th December 2023 | I literally walked into my coffee table after making this video…
And now it feels like I have a broken foot. The opposite foot to the one with stitches. It hurts so bad it’s making me want to cry but I don’t want to cry, because there’s a whole well of tears aside from hurting my other foot that I just can’t deal with right now
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Post about Paying It Forward that I speak about in therapy π
Reading this always gives me goosebumps She now has a beautiful new partner, a four and a half year old daughter, and they have just purchased their own home π Please remember to PAY IT FORWARD π 7:45 pm
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Day 706: 6th December 2023 | Part 2 | Checking with Boss which song I can listen to in the toilet π€£
As most of us know, my bladder like everything likes to give me grief, so I’m listening to Spotify on the living television and controlling it from my phone while I wait for my bladder to start working because I absolutely cannot get off the toilet. It really is almost impossible to explain what it’s
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Day 706: 6th December 2023 | Emergency Psychology Session spent discussing university and anxiety π¬π
It’s 6:13 pm right now. A lot has happened since this appointment, which was this afternoon, the 6th of December from 2-3pm. I am about to make a video on my laptop while this uploads from my phone. Thankfully, I am feeling more like myself again, but at the same time, I will not be
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Day 704: 4th December 2023 | I keep forgetting to post this π π
Cheese toasted sandwiches for dinner π 11:26 pm UPDATE; OMG, two and a half hours of non-stop research methods tutoring only to have accept that I still have to get an extension anyway, because better safe than sorry right lol π There’s a mouse in my living room, I think. I know there are definitely
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Day 703: 3rd December 2023 | I’m watching Day 693, and it’s making me so irritated and upset ππ₯Ί
I don’t know if I can watch it if this background noise continues all the way through it…. It was perfectly fine, and then I said something and did something that I obviously don’t understand and somehow turned something that made noise on. π It’s driving me crazy, especially because, well, I did it. It’s