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Day 761: 30th January 2024 | She’s alive!!! ๐๐ฅณ
Boy, do I look shocking in the thumbnail of this video, which was made first thing this morning ๐ But like usual, I ended up running late to my chiropractic appointment; then I visited Juice at work, followed by the pharmacy and supermarket to get the few things that I was told were going on
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Day 760: 29th January 2024 | I caught the Redback and her sack but don’t know what to do with them ๐
Right now, I’m just hoping I put enough air holes in the top of the container. I have left it on my porch in the shade with something holding the container in place so it doesn’t blow away ๐ฌ I have to figure it out fast, though, since the entire point of this was to
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Day 759: 28th January 2024 | Attempt 1 of catching the spider did not go well ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ
Tomorrow, I shall try again, this time before I smoke weed ๐๐ I’ve been in a weird state of mind the past few days ๐ I am so excited to finish university really soon, yet simultaneously feel like I’m going to lose the few friends I’ve made through university since they are all continuing with
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Day 758: 27th January 2024 | I’m in bed now ๐ด
I almost forgot to post this ๐ I’m so completely exhausted. No amount of sleep seems to help. 10:24 pm
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I feel surrounded by a haze of low vibrations, and it is very much affecting my perception of things, making it much harder to rise above it ๐
Which in turn makes me want to withdraw from everything and everyone. This is of course a lesson. Everything is if you can separate yourself enough to take a step back and watch yourself go through the multiple sliding door options that can pan out based on whatever action you are about to take. Again,
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Day 757: 26th January 2024 | It’s a public holiday here in Australia today ๐
Not one that I support. Australia Day ๐ Invasion Day is what it is, in my opinion. I’m from New Zealand, but I am aware of the history of this day and everything that came from it ๐ Usually, I don’t even know when it’s a public holiday unless it’s a really important one advertised
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Day 757: 26th January 2024 | Part 2 | This will probably upload 1st given the 1st one is 45 mins ๐
You can watch this before the other video currently uploading to my channel. It won’t matter much ๐ ๐ I keep getting sucked into all the thoughts, feelings and beliefs that started me on this journey. Strange things are happening but I have no one to talk to who truly gets it ๐ Cleo understands me
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756: 25th January 2024 | Toast needs to be hot for peanut butter I’ve remembered ๐
And my toast is obviously cold now, so I’m sticking to just the nuttelex on toast, which I am eating after all. I am so tired I feel like I’m going to fall into bed and literally pass out. It’s 9:32 pm lol Goodnight Everyone x
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Day 755: 24th January 2024 | My lip hurts so much ๐ฆ
It’s only 9:07 pm, and I’m ready for bed ๐ด
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Lately, I have kept having the same thought that I got it all wrong…
And am actually supposed to hibernate away from people. As in, all of this disappears along with me. Sometimes, all I can see upon reflecting on conversations or written messages is my making it about myself. Lately I’ve been feeling both really happy and incredibly sad But right now I feel hungry so I’m going