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During the drive home from my doctor’s appointment on Thursday the thought crossed my mind to call my friend Frank
This was because I was still extremely shaken the entire drive home after having the huntsman ordeal happen on the way there and again as I was leaving. See Thursday 21st February 2024 post. In the end, I decided I was too shaken up and scattered and didn’t want to put that on him, so
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I was just asked who this tattoo is for …
And this was the answer that came out, and I think it’s perfect 💞 Someone who I went through an experience with one could only believe if they lived it. Someone I will love forever yet haven’t seen or spoken to in just over seven and a half years ♡ It is what it is.
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Day 784: 22nd February 2024 | You know you’re in Australia when a huntsman the size of your hand…
Crawls up your leg and onto your chest while driving at 100kms on the freeway 😲 I tried to grab it to get it off me, but it went on my head and really freaked me out. I had to call Juice to try and calm down so I could check my car since I
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Day 782: 20th February 2024 | In case I disappear, I’ll post a public comment to update you all
Very tempted in this moment to set everything to private. This channel. My website. Close Snapchat and uninstall Messenger app as well as WhatsApp. That should effectively take me off the map so to speak. I know nothing and only cause pain. I am done with trying to understand this world. At least for me.
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I can’t do this anymore 🥺
It’s too much It’s too hard I’m too broken No understands me I just I’m going to break into a million pieces 11:25 pm
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Day 782: 19th February 2024 | I changed into my fresh top for bed too soon 🤦♀️🤣
I showered, washed my hair and changed the linen on my bed today, so I’m very happy about that 😌 I saw Andrew, which was nice, and had a conversation with someone I could potentially help become a support worker. There’s more, but I’m tired. Watch the video 🤣 Goodnight Everyone X 10:32 p.m. /
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Day 781: 18th February 2024: Thinking of all of you helped me make this video 🥰
I’ve been feeling a bit depressed the past few days and have to admit I had been telling myself that I did not want to make this video. I’ve only just realised that on trying to figure out how to explain it given I’m also pretty sure that I knew I was going to but
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I can’t stop crying whenever I look at Boss now 😭
I genuinely believe I’ve always done the best for him. I love him so much. I’m terrified about what’s going to happen when I lose him. He is always well looked after but now it just feels like it’s not enough. Nothing I do is ever enough. I don’t want to always feel this useless.
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Day 780: 17th February 2024 | This went longer than I thought it would 😆
I realised just before making this video that completely ignoring the message my friend sent was also not the right answer 🫣 Getting angry doesn’t solve anything, but neither does burying your head in the sand. So, I messaged her to explain my feelings and ask why she sent it. I am now just realising
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Day 779: 16th February 2024 | To those who know me, remember this is my dairy 😅😆
I talked myself out, and now I’m even more tired than before 🥱 It turns out I don’t believe that the saying “coming from love” applies to everything, or at least not when someone is telling me how to look after Boss when they know nothing about him or his medical history. I honestly just
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