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Day 875: 23rd May 2023 | I am so angry I can’t forgive her for what she has done to me π
You completely broke me, Tylar. I hope you are happy with yourself. I never want to see you ever again. I am going to miss all family functions because of how much she has hurt me. I can’t stop crying. I am so easy to throw away. πππππππππ 10:27 pm
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Day 874: 22nd May 2024 | I am not feeling well π
My head hurts a lot. 11:11 pm
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That everyone matters β‘
What is the legacy you want to leave behind? All of us. No matter how alone and unwanted you may feel. Believe me, I understand what feeling unwanted feels like. But you are wanted. You are worthy. You matter. We both do. 2:28 pm
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Day 873: 21st May 2024 | Today is completely different from how I had thought it would be π
I really really need to get to the pool now. My pain is at an all-time sky high level, and the only thing I can think of the could help right now is hot water π«£ If I had had any idea that I would have ended up in my home for at least eight
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Today is not going how I thought it would π
Unfortunately, that includes not managing to live according to my belief of always coming from love. I reacted badly to being told that once again, my sister in law was choosing to cancel our plans and tell me she only wants to text and video call because she doesn’t want to upset our siblings. It
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Day 872: 20th May 2024 | Short and sweet, since I’m tired and sore π
Happy birthday, Randy. I miss you hun π I’ve been on my computer most of today, aside from when I wasn’t at Ellie’s place. She a made delicious dinner π I spoke to someone from the writing department at university when they called this morning. I then called IT definitely after my shower because I
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Day 871: 19th May 2024 | I have finally laid down in bed now at 10:49 pm π΄
My teeth are brushed, my face is washed, and I have my night face and separate hand lotion next to me βΊοΈ Along with a cream for split ends, which I have. I need to get my hair trimmed. I’m somewhat tempted to trim it myself and see what happens truth be told π I
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Day 870: 18th May 2024 | Finally a decent conversation with myself and all of you π
I remembered the most important reason for making these videos. It helps me learn what it is I already know but have not reached reach. Or perhaps something I second-guessed myself over a hundred times. I am excited to study again. Uni even emailed me this morning, on a Saturday, to follow up on my
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Day 869: 17th May 2024 | I almost forgot this π
I slept until approximately 2:30 pm. today. I read for a while before watching the final two episodes of Young Sheldon, which had tears in my eyes π₯Ί I have just finished watching Ashley Madison on Netflix and can not believe the company is still in operation after watching the limited series π² Even though
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Day 868: 16th May 2024 | I had the best day with my sister today π π₯°
She made me laugh so hard I snorted π€£ omg, I keep writing something and then becoming distracted π Better just publish now π 11:11 pm