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Day 919: 5th July 2024 | Calmer than yesterday, thankfully ๐
I haven’t achieved anything productive today. I mean, I saved all my uni content to the new hard drive I got, but I could have done that when I got to my destination. I am honestly not sure why I’m not getting everything done in a timely manner. 10:11 pm
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Day 918: 4th July 2024 | Part 2 | My doctor’s appointment recording ๐ข
I have cried so much that I am in physical pain ๐ I cried so hard when I got back in my car. After getting the blood tests, I went to the chemist. I waited longer than anyone. Even with the discounted rates for pensioners (disability), it still came to $53.90 ๐ I have only…
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Day 918: 4th July 2024 | I can’t stop crying, and I need to drive. Please pray for me ๐ญ
Update: I feel like I should put a mild content warning. I don’t remember exactly what I said, but I’m not yet ready to watch this. I am safe at home now, lying on my couch with Boss. Young Sheldon is on as comfort. Warm blanket covering me and my ducted heating being on, is…
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What a weird day
6:06 pm | What a weird day. Looking back, it’s strange to see just how disjointed my emotions were. I couldn’t stop crying and literally felt, as in physically, such pain and sadness. I don’t understand why. Throughout most of the day, I had this feeling like I didn’t want to drive tonight. I wanted…
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Day 917: 3rd July 2024 | My car has a flat tyre ๐
I am praying it is ok. I thought it needed a wheel alignment, but it was clearly flat when I drove to and from my therapy session. I was just getting into my car to go see my mum before she heads home on Friday and went to put stuff in the passenger seat when…
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Day 916: 2nd July 2024 | I need more suction bags ๐
I get the feeling it’s going to take longer to get away, then I’d like ๐ 7:03 pm
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Day 915: 1st July 2024 | Part 2 | Today’s psychology session. The last one in person for a while ๐
I’m interested in seeing this myself, so I’m not writing a long description because I only watch my videos for the first time after they are live on the internet. It’s the same for all of my videos ๐ I fully believe in therapy in every way. For those of you who are new, I…
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Day 915: 1st July 2024 | Overwhelm hit me so hard I needed to talk to stop crying ๐ข
Thankfully, talking it out has helped calm me down, and I have stopped crying. I am going to try and get some stuff done before having a shower since I have therapy at 5 pm. this evening. I know she will tell me that overwhelm is perfectly normal given that I’m in the process of…
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Day 914: 30th June 2024 | This went for longer than I thought it would. I also move around a lot ๐
I’m not sure if I finished my stories ๐ค ๐คฃ I’ve put food in the air fryer and put Friends back on. I just remembered that I started back at season one last night. I can pack and do other things with it on in the background ๐ I’m in a lot of pain. It…
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Day 913: 29th June 2024 | I just watched a YT Short, and my heart won’t stop pounding. I feel shocked
I just had a lovely chat with my camera after a nice and interesting day, but upon opening YouTube to upload this, there was a short on my feed with a captain that made me click on it. Now my heart is beating so fast. And it’s based on the what ifs. Thankfully, nobody died.…