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Day 934: 20th July 2024 | I did not need to say the end bit that I did πΆ
I’d already addressed it in the comments and really didn’t need to bring it up again. If the same comments keep coming, I’m just going to ignore them from now on. On a much brighter note, I have 459 subscribers!! ππ₯³ Thank you all so much. You all matter to me. You are who I
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Journal note
My problems are minimal in comparison to what’s going on in the world. In so many ways. Today, there was a global IT outage that affected hundreds of thousands of people. And that’s just today. I can’t stop thinking about how many times I have said out loud in the privacy of my own home,
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Day 933: 19th July 2024 | I’m stoned now, so I’m not totally sure what I said. Let’s find out π€
If you’re new, I don’t watch these until they are public. Just works for me that way π€·ββοΈ Anyway, I am obviously upset. The thumbnail shows that. I remember. It was painful. Is painful, I guess. But the weed and medication has helped taken care of that. I know what day I’ve had. I know
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Oh, My, God. WTF is wrong with my dryer? πππ
It’s been making the strangest noise for a little while now π¬π But it still dries my washing π€·ββοΈ Yesterday, I’m sure I said something along the lines of feeling like something keeps happening to delay me from departing π I think I’ve realised today with the responses I got from everyone in real life
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Day 931: 17th July 2024 | I don’t know why I’m rushing myself. Today didn’t go as planned π’
When in the moment something sounds bad, or, like it’s letting others down, I don’t know what happens to me, but I break. I can hold it together to a degree, but that’s not long, unfortunately. It’s humiliating in societies’ traditional ways. Alone and crying. Wondering why everything just feels so darn hard. I know
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Day 930: 16th July 2024 | I bought the dash cam and smart box today for a great price βΊοΈ
Even though I got up at approximately 12:30 pm. today, I am really rather tired and have a big day ahead of me. I have to be at the mechanics by 10 am. to have it installed. The smart box allows the camera to work while the car is turned off. That makes me feel
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Day 929: 15th July 2024 | I had bad anxiety since Andrew left…
Maybe it’s because I’m going to miss him more than I thought, I honestly don’t know. I felt really good when he came to visit but became incredibly anxious after he left. I would say there are lots of factors playing into the anixety, but thankfully, I am feeling better now. Mind you, I had
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Anixety has got me
I keep getting hit with intense anxiety, and I don’t know why π Andrew came for a visit and got me out of bed, which was nice. If all goes according to plan, and Juice helps me pack on Wednesday after he finishes work, and I leave on Thursday morning, it means that today was
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Day 928: 14th July 2024 | I slept until 2:30 pm today π΄
All I have done today is watch And Just Like That and now I’m back in bed ready to go to sleep π΄ I just want Boss to come and give me cuddles π€ 9:20 pm
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Day 927: 13th July 2024 | I can barely keep my eyes open, and my pain levels are insanely high π
I have faith that the Universe is keeping me from leaving on my trip for a reason. I don’t currently feel like it would be wise to drive to the store, let alone across three states π I have been up since Ellie called me at 7 am. I have been sitting on my couch