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Day 948: 3rd August 2024 | Part 2 | I need a door πͺπ
I have had an interesting, emotionally draining day. I am still very much reacting to everything in a low vibrational, negative, sad, and highly anxious way. Which brings on panic attacks and crying. I just keep getting hit with more news. Like the room that is free for me to use doesn’t have a door.
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Day 948: 3rd August 2024 | I didn’t realise the video had stopped recording π
I have no idea where it cut off, or even what I said in this moment π€ 10:31 p.m. Side note. I’ve just tried to figure out how to share the Discord server community invite link, but I can’t even find it π€¦ββοΈπ I have since learnt, after being confused by the link that had
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Day 947: 2nd August 2024 | Part 2 | I almost fell flat on my ass in front of my mechanic π€¦ββοΈπ€£
ππππππ Nothing happens when I’m alone, but as soon as someone comes over, I almost fall flat on my face π¬ 8:47 p.m. Update: I’ve just come inside from watching my mechanic [maybe I should give him a name? Lol] working on my car. At first, I wasn’t sure if it was going to happen.
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Everything…
What are you curious about? That’s why my username for almost everything is Curious011. Curious11 is never available π π€£ I’ve never tried to Google it before. I wonder what comes up π€π€¨ Maybe I should ππ 7:43 p.m.
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Rice, peas, and gravy for dinner π
With salt and pepper, of course π While watching Mom, sitting on my bed with Boss βΊοΈ 7:41 p.m.
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Day 947: 2nd August 2024 | My fingernails are so sore π
Juice just left, and my dinner is ready π Don’t you just love my video descriptions π€£ 7:38 p.m.
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Day 946: 1st August 2024 | If you like my videos, please subscribe to my channel π π
Massive thanks and shout out to my loyal 464 subscribers! ππ₯³ It mean the world to me to know I’m not alone β¨οΈπ 9:02 p.m. ps. I don’t currently remember what I said except the bit about toast right at the end π€£ Update: Oh, I forgot to add that I woke up discovering that
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Day 945: 31st July 2024 | Part 2 | I feel better now π
I thought I’d post a quick update since I’m feeling better now, and the anxiety has gone βΊοΈ I always want to say how excited I am to have 464 subscribers!! π₯³ Since my last video, I have done all my washing and cooked a delicious meal with leftovers dished up and in the fridge
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My anxiety has thankfully gone π
I’m feeling much better since making my video earlier. Thank you for those who commented. I have washed a load of clothes. Done my dishes and tidied my kitchen. And now I’m about to cook egg curry, which I have been looking forward to since yesterday. I have also finally watched my psychology recording from
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Day 945: 31st July 2024 | I’m suffering major anxiety right now π₯Ή
It just hit out of nowhere. I have tried deep breathing, mindfulness, and being in the now, and nothing is seeming to work. I took a valuim hoping that would help, but it hasn’t. And now I’m in tears π’ My friend has said it’s grief. That it can hit you out of nowhere and