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Day 1123: 23rd February 2025 | Just realised that I hadn’t uploaded this when my eyes closed π΄
I seriously can barely see. I’m so tired. 9:19 p.m.
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Day 1122: 22nd February 2025 | My face hurts so bad π£
The coldsore on my face hurts so bad. It’s beyond painful and irritating. Thankfully, it seems to be healing fast. Merv and I binge watched the second season of Ghosts today. It is extremely funny. I am now so tired, I’m surprised I’m awake. I’ve been yawning for hours. So much so that my eyes
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Day 1121: 21st February 2025 | It’s a coldsore under my nose. Not a pimple! π ππ
And it really hurts. A lot. Spent an hour with my new podiatrist. Turns out, I don’t walk properly and have to literally learn how to walk again. Correctly. Yup. Exactly. 10:47 p.m.
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Day 1120: 20th February 2025 | If you don’t like gross medical things, this video won’t be for you π
Merv and I are back at the doctors in the nurse’s station getting his leg wound looked at. It’s gross. The doctor even said the wound looks deeper now, which makes no sense but is unfortunately true π I can barely look at it. It makes me so quesy π€’ I just pray it heals.
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Day 1119: 19th February 2025 | Today’s psychology appointment went really well today βΊοΈ
Merv joined my session today. I found it very helpful. We discussed what has been happening over the past few weeks. Our neighbours are coming for dinner tonight. 3:55 p.m. NOTE: For some reason, this video is coming up as restricted and will not allow me to post it here. It opens fine on YouTube.
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Day 1118: 18th February 2025 | This will be worth watching. Both Merv and I are in it βΊοΈ
I thought it would be a good idea for Merv and I to make a video together today to explain some of the videos I have made the past few days. I am thankful that I was smart enough to update my About page here on YouTube some time ago, explaining that this is my
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Day 1117: 17th February 2025 | I feel so sad π
I’ve spent most of today in my room. Just came out this evening. My depression is, unfortunately, definitely back. Literally, everything has become 1000 times harder. I just want to run away and disappear. So much for my fresh no life. People just don’t like me, and I have to figure out a way to
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Day 1116: 16th February 2025 | Feeling flat but better than last night π
I spoke to Juice, who helped me see a different perspective, which was really helpful. I am ok. Well, flat anyway. I know I’m strong, but some things just really hurt. What happened hurts so much. Finding out I’m hated just for being me is gutwrenching. I’m not going to go back to Melbourne. I
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Day 1115: 15th February 2025 | This is bad, guys. I can’t stop crying. I’m a mess πππ
Merv finally went and saw Dollar Man this afternoon for a number of hours. When I asked how it went when he returned four hours later, Merv said he wanted nothing to do with me. Blamed it on smoking weed. The “drugs” that I use. Which is absolute bullshit, given he never had a problem
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Day 1114: 14th of February 2025 | Happy Valentine’s Day π
I’m going walking at 5 a.m. tomorrow morning. I am very much looking forward to it. Praying that my feet are ok. Thought I’d be asleep by now, but Merv and I watched a movie. Blended. It’s old but funny lol Time for me to go to sleep now π΄ 9:53 p.m.