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I seriously hate daylight savings…
I’m in bed, curtains closed, Friends on tv because I’m currently too sad to watch anything that involves needing to concentrate. I madeit through all the online training for CPR refresher course I am attending tomorrow afternoon. Thankfully my neighbour bought me some food. Now I’m in bed feeling flat as. I will probably be…
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Was attacked by my mother on video call yesterday and woke this morning to multiple messages not one containing an apology..
I wrote her back and she replied she’s not reading it and to leave her alone. I should have known after she came here that allowing her in my life was a bad idea but I just didn’t want to lose her. I know it’s dumb but she’s my mum. And now I’m a mess…
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I can’t tell if I’m genuinely sad or just so physically, mentally and emotionally exhausted it’s making me sad 😔
Thank goodness for Boss. He truly is my guardian angel 😇 I found out on Thursday the doctors letter I sent to the disability service at university was never passed on to the person it was intended for as it “inappropriate”. As soon as I found out I emailed both my doctor and psychologist immediately.…
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Taking a break from trying to edit this train wreck of an essay..
Working on it as shit as I feel, knowing it is probably the worst essay I have ever written and it was the most important one in my philosophy degree, I feel sad. Have had to take a number of valuim just to be able to open laptop and print it out to edit. I…
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I feel like I have become so easy to dismiss that no one would even know if I disappeared…
I could dead for a week or probably more like two before anyone would actually come to check on me. Today’s meeting with skills people did not go well at all today. Never felt more stupid in front of someone before. Had tears spilling from my eyes by halfway through. We didn’t get through barely…
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I truly have no idea what I’m doing and this stuff makes me so nervous 😔😬
So for now since… OMG I totally forgot the bath was running until I started to write.. since my food is cooked and my bath is done 🤦♀️ Hopefully I can at least get some relief for my aching body. Though I only had the hot tap running as I had planned on turning it…
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I honestly can’t believe this is happening.. I have so much to do 😫 and now my laptop isn’t charging 😕
As soon as I wrote that title the reason why this is happening clicked into place.. I have so much to do and I’m over it. At every single level.. therefore that’s the vibration I’m putting out so the Universe is just bringing me more of it. Manifestation is real fpr everything. The good the…
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If I manage to get a really decent grade on my essay I will be so happy because I seriously spend a lot of time thinking.. “I have no idea what I just read!”
Don’t get me wrong, I am working my ass of on this thinng, and am loving every bit of what I am learning. I have decided since it has to be in by Friday the 19th, that I am just going to spend as much time as I possibly can working on it, all the…
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The fun job of editing, streamlining and cutting words from what I have written for my essay so far..
It’s due in one week today. The 19th of November. Thankfully I have so much information already and it’s better than I remembered, so it should be relatively easy enough to make it acceptable to submit in time. I currently have plans on Monday since I slept through my session on Wednesday, but I think…
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OMG I think I just figured something out.
I’m not ashamed of who I am but this situation at uni is making me feel like I should be 🥺 That is all.
