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It’s now 2:05am Monday the 23rd August 2021 ๐
Sitting here in bed at 1:56am on the 23rd August 2021, somewhat wired and definitely brain fried, eating an apple with a sharp knife because I cbf cutting it up and my bottom yums are fucked and hurt, which is why I have dental appointments at the hospital. Tomorrow I believe at 1pm in the…
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Liv’s Video Blog 8 – 18th August 2021 Day Two of Sebastian’s daily outings
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Liv’s Video Blog 7 – 17th August 2021 First day taking Sebastian out by myself in sometime..
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Waterproof sex toys in the shower is a must !
I have a particular toy that lives in my shower when not being charged and it really is the best way to start the day! ๐คฃ
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All I have done this week is cry .. and now I am crying again.. it’s 5 years to the day that I last saw the one I love..
I have to leave soon to see a pain specialist and then my doctor. Yet I look like a mess from all the crying. I just feel sad and dumb and like I just want to give up. I won’t but I really want to. I feel like a freak in this world. I am…
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I feel angry.. or at least I’m going through waves of it..
Angry at myself mostly but just sad all round in general. I dropped a unit today. I have accepted defeat and am now resigned to the fact that I won’t graduate until the end of trimester two next year in 2022. But there’s no ruah to finish I know this but 6 years just feels…


