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Thank goodness I can watch the movie in peace now ๐
I got the enclosure closed! Could not risk leaving it open while he ate ๐
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Now I can’t shut the enclosure ๐๐คฆโโ๏ธ
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When your friend asks you for the names of all your diagnoses so she can learn more about what I deal with ๐
I have listed 14. I really feel like I am forgetting something lol ๐ I really do need to be so much nicer to myself considering exactly how much bs I live actually live with ๐ฅฐ Truthfully, I am extremely proud of myself and how far I have come in my life ๐ I only
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It took basically all day but it is done ๐
Though I am now very aware I am clearly doing something wrong when growing, because my full harvest for the two babies I was given, ended up being 136 grams. That’s no trim obviously. I double checked on google how many I am supposed to have according to how big and much I was told
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Slow and steady as they say…
I have literally been at this for hours ๐ฉ ๐ It is now 7.28pm. I took this photo at 12.48pm. I am so over this. I did stop for a little while to message me friend. Then I had to wash my phone cover because all the sticky residue on it from the gloves ๐คฆโโ๏ธ๐
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Always Come From LOVE โค
This is definitely my biggest take away from this year.. One I learnt through a tough journey that came about face yesterday.. Thankfully I was with my beautiful calm grounded friend who was able to sit with me as I cried and helped me calm down and see the situation for the bigger picture that
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I seriously hate daylight savings…
I’m in bed, curtains closed, Friends on tv because I’m currently too sad to watch anything that involves needing to concentrate. I madeit through all the online training for CPR refresher course I am attending tomorrow afternoon. Thankfully my neighbour bought me some food. Now I’m in bed feeling flat as. I will probably be
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Was attacked by my mother on video call yesterday and woke this morning to multiple messages not one containing an apology..
I wrote her back and she replied she’s not reading it and to leave her alone. I should have known after she came here that allowing her in my life was a bad idea but I just didn’t want to lose her. I know it’s dumb but she’s my mum. And now I’m a mess
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I can’t tell if I’m genuinely sad or just so physically, mentally and emotionally exhausted it’s making me sad ๐
Thank goodness for Boss. He truly is my guardian angel ๐ I found out on Thursday the doctors letter I sent to the disability service at university was never passed on to the person it was intended for as it “inappropriate”. As soon as I found out I emailed both my doctor and psychologist immediately.
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Taking a break from trying to edit this train wreck of an essay..
Working on it as shit as I feel, knowing it is probably the worst essay I have ever written and it was the most important one in my philosophy degree, I feel sad. Have had to take a number of valuim just to be able to open laptop and print it out to edit. I