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A tantrum was definitely the wrong word because I’m crying once again 🥺😢
Sitting on my bedroom floor with the worse suicidal thoughts going through my head. Soany possible ways to go amd all so easy when done correctly. Believe me I spend a lot of time thinking about death. And how I can’t wait to get old and die. I have tried to kill myself enough times…
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New addition to my wall notes ♡
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Prescribed weed is so much better 😌
That’s why it cost’s so much! 💲 My friend came to see me. A friend from my Mr X days. I talked everything out about how I’m feeling and how much I want to message him for his birthday because we used to talk about it and what I would do to celebrate with him.…
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I knew I had another diagnosis I couldn’t remember!
So some time around 7 years ago or so I was attending DBT theory as an out patient at one of Melbourne’s finest private mental health hospitals. Had been in attendance twice a week, each day from 9am till roughly 4pm I think, for a year. Well my psychiatrist at the time and the psychologists…
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Think the only safe thing to do today is put my phone on DND or turn it off…
Today is not a good day. I just screamed at my friend and hung up on her. I am not a good person. I am kidding myself. I want this day, this month and this shitty fucking year to be over!! I want to run away and be completely alone for good. But mostly I…
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I hate this time of the year!
This month makes me feel so alone. So fucking ALONE! I can’t stop crying. I know I need to really write whats going on for me but I don’t think that’s going to be today.. I miss my Mum. I want to talk to her. Wish her Merry Christmas on the day. Get wished happy…
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Fresh sheets, fresh pjs, showered and clean hair… pray I don’t sweat tonight 🙏
🙌🤲🙏 Please Universe, let me still be fresh and dry when I wake up tomorrow 🥰
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This is now driving me mad 🙄
My weed intake has dropped so much that I’m now having nightly sweats. Its horrible. Fresh sheets today and no idea what to do to stop from sweating. Keeping ceiling fan on doesn’t help. At the moment, it really does feel like my body hates me. It’s not a nice feeling at all. Thank God…
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I truly love my home but boy is it falling apart 😆
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I have to share this photo 🤣
I was taking photos yesterday how how sleepy I was. I was so sleepy, it took me ages to roll a few joints lol.. The photo I’m referring to in title is the picture I’m posting on main page of this blog 😆
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