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New addition to my wall notes ♡
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Prescribed weed is so much better 😌
That’s why it cost’s so much! 💲 My friend came to see me. A friend from my Mr X days. I talked everything out about how I’m feeling and how much I want to message him for his birthday because we used to talk about it and what I would do to celebrate with him.…
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Think the only safe thing to do today is put my phone on DND or turn it off…
Today is not a good day. I just screamed at my friend and hung up on her. I am not a good person. I am kidding myself. I want this day, this month and this shitty fucking year to be over!! I want to run away and be completely alone for good. But mostly I…
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I hate this time of the year!
This month makes me feel so alone. So fucking ALONE! I can’t stop crying. I know I need to really write whats going on for me but I don’t think that’s going to be today.. I miss my Mum. I want to talk to her. Wish her Merry Christmas on the day. Get wished happy…
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Fresh sheets, fresh pjs, showered and clean hair… pray I don’t sweat tonight 🙏
🙌🤲🙏 Please Universe, let me still be fresh and dry when I wake up tomorrow 🥰
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I truly love my home but boy is it falling apart 😆
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I have to share this photo 🤣
I was taking photos yesterday how how sleepy I was. I was so sleepy, it took me ages to roll a few joints lol.. The photo I’m referring to in title is the picture I’m posting on main page of this blog 😆
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This thought went through my head..
I saw my doctor today who confirmed there is definitely a lump on my abdomen which I need to have an ultrasound for. I explained that I have also been experiencing strange painful feelings up and down my legs and lately if I stand for too long, I sometimes feel like I’m going to fall..…

