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Day 15: 13th January 2022 – I need to vent so I don’t start smashing stuff
Too tired to explain anything ๐ด
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I can’t find the charger to my favourite vibrator and it’s driving me mad ๐๐ฃ๐ซ
I keep all my sex toys in my sex box under my bed. When I charge my toys, I put the chargers straight back into the box. So, where it is, I have absolutely no clue.. But its driving me INSANE!! So I am now making sure all my other vibrators are charging because I…
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Watch “Day 14: I’m having one of those days” on YouTube
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Craving junk food so bad ๐
I have vegan ben and jerry’s and even some vegan chocolate but I really want something crisp and salty like chips..
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Day 14: 12th January 2022 | I’m having one of those days ๐
I haven’t done anything today really except read. Update: it’s the 7th April and I have only just seen now, while organising my blogs into each month they are made in (I finally know what I’m doing!! ๐ฅณ) that I never shared this across from YouTube. I am going to publish it based on the…
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Boss, dinner and dessert has me feeling better already โก
Days like today are werid. They are nothing like what used to happen in the past when I have felt like I didn’t matter in this world.. But werid just the same.
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Yesterday I felt on top of the world, exactly where I was supposed to be, today it’s like I feel the weight of the world’s world’s sadness…
Still where I’m supposed to be, since, that’s where I am. Which is on my bed watching Manifest. While in the background my mind plays over today’s events. Nothing has happened. Literally. But that’s ok. I clearly needed to have a mental health day. I even ordered thai takeout and am currently waiting for it…
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Day 13: 11th January 2022 – 6 Year Anniversary of my Spiritual Awakening is Today
For those of you who have read today’s blogs… I didn’t cry so yay for me ๐๐ฅณ
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I think I’ve just realised that most of my “friends” are really only my ‘friend’ because they feel sorry for me that I am alone ๐ฅ
For so many years I feared being pitied. For the last couple of years though I really thought I had made some real genuine friends… Today I have realised, that it’s far more one sided than an equal friendship in many cases. I’ve had two people I consider friends basically verify it. What one has…
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6 year anniversary of my spiritual awakening is today โก
There was plenty leading up to it, but this is the day, 11th January 2016, when I remember for the first time in my life, that I was going to be ok. I literally remember it like it was yesterday. I don’t have the energy to write about exactly what happened leading up to it…