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I have prayed for death for as long as I can remember…
I don’t want to live alone for the rest of my life. No one understands me. Nobody cares. I’m just a freak. A freak that no one cares about. I think about death every single day. I don’t understand anybody anymore.. And with days like today combined with what happened last night make those thoughts
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Just when you think you are finally surrounded by good people you find out just how fucked one is and end up needing to block them 😞
I am literally shaking. Again. Once again I have been shown just how little regard anyone actually has for people other than themselves. But once again I saw ALL THE RED FLAGS but chose to ignore them. Chose to keep forgiving their bullshit excuses for justifing themselves. I feel sick in my stomach. I haven’t
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My throat is very very upset that I smoked a joint 😓
So close to actually pulling it off haha That is … hmm . In hindsight my throat has been in pain, I smoked bongs before starting antibiotics, whixh I am now on, for said sore throat.. Ergo… Smoking a joint wasn’t very smart at all 🤦♀️🥺😢😭🤒😷
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It’s 9.35pm 🤦♀️😆
I’m 24:50 minutes into the first episode 😆 I don’t know where the day went 😕 Thank god for blogs 🤣
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Day 50: 17th February 2022 | Part 4 | Just finished watching part 2 😅 thought I’d say goodnight 😴 🥰
Well I certainly got lost in a tagent there in 2 didn’t I? Like I’ve said here, that’s a topic for intense therapy, definitely not really for these videos moving forward 😅 😆 I have plenty of experience with “superficial” with my entire family so… 🤷♀️ I am so stoned I’ve been trying to type
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Day 50: 17th February 2022 – Part 5 | Just finished watching part 2 😅 thought I’d say goodnight 😴 🥰
Well I certainly got lost in a tagent there in 2 didn’t I? Like I’ve said here, that’s a topic for intense therapy, definitely not really for these videos moving forward 😅 I have plenty of experience with “superficial” with my entire family so… 🤷♀️ I am so stoned I’ve been trying to type this
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Day 50: 17th February 2022 | Part 3 | Feeling calmer & been told the right thing is going to happen
Well day 50 has ended up being a lot more eventful than I could have imagined… I know I can come across as intense like in the last video but when it comes to doing the right thing, I honestly don’t really care. This world is all sorts of ways fucked up, so I will
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Day 50: 17th February 2022 | Part 2 | I’m shaking .. so sick of people not doing the right thing!
Trigger Warning – Suicide, Self Harm and Abuse mentioned in this video. Viewer discretion is advised. I am shaking, literally, feel like I can’t breathe and fighting tears… This world can be saved but only if people stop living by the bullshit rule of “it doesn’t concern me so I’m not getting involved”.. I know..
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The daily joys of moving Boss to his side of the bed 😅 He weighs like 7kg less than me 🤣
As everyone knows, Boss is my absolute best friend in the world. Since he obviously knows this, he also knows he can get away with basically everything.. So, one of the things he does, without fail, even after I’ve gotten him lying exactly right on his side so we can share the throw blanket… Is
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Day 50: 17th February 2022 | Feel like crap, slept till 12pm, now to watch Killing Eve 😊
Have just activated my Stan account and am about to start watching Killing Eve as Rachel is so excited for me to watch. Sooo happy I changed appointment. I feel terrible 😞 But also sooo happy because today is 50 days of daily videos!! 😁🥳
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