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Day 54: 21st February 2022 – I just woke up at 12.50pm. I’ve given myself a date to stop vaping weed ๐ฌ๐
So I slept through till almost 1pm. Which I assume relate back to smoking the last of the mix when I got up to pee in the night.. In a werid way though it’s just confirmed what I already knew. I absolutely have to stop using weed in every way too truly focus on getting
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Sebastian shed his skin..
It’s difficult to measure him exactly, especially using his discarded skin, but he is approximately 2.5 metres long.. He shed’s each time he eats a rabbit which is every month
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I Just watched first episode of MAFS without messaging anyone ๐
Or going to Reddit. I feel like it’s been a while since I’ve scrolled on that. It was interesting but I liked it. I like just putting my phone away except for when I want to make videos or write blogs. But I think I’m ready for sleep even though it’s only 8.42pm. I am
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Holy moly mother fu*ker, I am in SO much pain ๐ซ๐ฐ
I seriously pray my pain meds start working soon ๐ I feel like I am being stabbed in the inside of my right side ๐ฅ๐ญ
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My internet keeps dropping out..
Think I need call my internet provider again
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Definitely having a Winning Day today! ๐ฅณ
I am so in flow and feel so good today it’s lovely. After the darkness comes the light right… Vacuming is done. Pillbox is full. Instead of a snack, I have cooked a proper meal in place ๐ I have had so many revaluations hit me today whixh my ego isn’t pleased about but I’ll
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Went to reheat my coffee but ended up vacuming my entire house instead ๐ฅณ๐ฅฐ
I absolutely love when stuff like that happens. Talk about being in the moment ๐
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Finally up my pillbox means Friends, instead of Killing Eve on Tv until done โ๏ธ
Wow it took me ages to figure out how to write that in a “positive” way, instead of.. “I definitely don’t have the brain power or attention to watch Killing Eve while filling up my pillbox” or along those lines.. There is a difference.. Anyway, that’s what I’m doing because I need to take my
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Day 53: 20th February 2022 – I figured out how to help myself with structure ๐ฅณ
Fell asleep last night realising that I need to go buy one of those home Google Alexia things .. can you tell just how little I know about them ๐ I feel like having one set to tell me what to study and when throughout the week days is going to really help me. Besides
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Even though I didn’t fill pillbox I still took my meds ๐ฅณ
10:47 AM Feeling good.. teeth brushed, pills taken, and even a quick freshen up on a quote on my wall I’m not even sure if I’ve shared before.. People treat me like I’m invisible, unworthy of having the truth told, or being able to completely sweep me under the rug. People become as defensive and