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Even though I didn’t fill pillbox I still took my meds ๐ฅณ
10:47 AM Feeling good.. teeth brushed, pills taken, and even a quick freshen up on a quote on my wall I’m not even sure if I’ve shared before.. People treat me like I’m invisible, unworthy of having the truth told, or being able to completely sweep me under the rug. People become as defensive and
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My website is currently missing two things that are immediately obvious to me..
A contents page for easier viewing and time stamps on the blogs. I know the settings have them but I want to know at what time throughout each day, things are happening. So, moving forward everything will be time stamped. I will try a few different ways. And I will do some homework on how
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I have to pay proper attention watching Killing Eve or I end up having to rewind so often ๐
This show is really good but hard to follow if you stop paying attention for even a few minutes ๐ I am pleased though that I feel like me again which is nice. But still look forward to the days where I completely “keep my shit together” ๐ฌ I really hate making people feel bad
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The neighbours are so loud I can hear them above my TV ๐บ
And getting louder.
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I know my last post sounds really bad ๐ฌ๐
But I can’t help what is now so apparent. Yes I react deeply and quickly, but I react like that with all emotions. And most of the time I am happy and carefree and at peace with where I am in the world. And aside from the now very confusing, frustrating, painful, repetition of learning
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To my family. You win. You broke me. I will no longer be seeing SIL and that is entirely on you.
To my brother in law… you are one seriously fucked up person. In what Universe is it any of your business who your sister speaks to?!?!?! But you know she is weak. She won’t stand up to bullies like you and my sister, like I will. You are both DISGUSTING ๐คข๐คฎ But unfortunately you have
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Fuck I hate liars. Oh but everyone lies.. yeah and I hate the world because of that too
My compassion is weaning hahaha I truly do not trust anyone. I no longer wish to leave my house except to take Boss somewhere for a walk which I will get back to eventually.. Just got to stay true in the knowledge of Of what…. I am just so fucking sick of everyone I believe
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Sometimes having a shower is enough ๐ฅฐ
I am finally showered and freshly dressed and feel heaps better. Sometimes I can’t help but notice that the simplest of things we can do to help ourselves, just seem to hard, big and difficult in the moment. Like me having a shower. I actually love showers and am blessed in the sense my home
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This one just keeps falling down on me ๐
I’ve just turned on the shower ๐ฟ
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Day 52: 19th February 2022 – Making this before I start smoking bongs + I am feeling better ๐
I haven’t watched yesterday video’s that I have posted. I don’t always watch before I share, actually, I never watch before I share but usually would have watched back by now but I just cbf. I said by how I reacted yesterday. I have learnt more valuable lessons from the experience but I’m not letting