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Just realised I completely confused myself about the EOFY date π€£
I want to be done with vaping weed by the start of June, not the end of it π€¦ββοΈπ Time: 8.43pm.
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Day 55: 22nd February 2022 – Not sure this even makes sense π€ π€£
And I’m fairly certain I didn’t make a lot of sense, since I struggled to even get words out π But I have realised its the end of May not the end of the financial year that I plan to be done with using bud in preparation for my school year. Oh and when I
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I can’t even read entire article’s about weddings anymore…
… boy do I sound like the bitter ex mistress π There’s definitely more to it. I’d like to make a video but just not feeling it. Think I need a nap. I smoked a bong but didn’t like it. It’s time for everything to go. I know why I started this journey. What I
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Got to admit, I often ask myself if I’m setting myself up to fail π€π
But then I remind myself, that is only my ego speaking. Whatever is meant to happen will happen. Exactly as it is right now..
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In case last post wasn’t clear, I’m cancelling everything and removing cord before MAFS is finished. Study is far more important ππ
Hahaha that’s all I really have to say. (UPDATE: i was wrong π€£) If I want to keep watching I have laptop. Which folds into a tablet, yet keep forgetting π¬ π But honestly, like with everything else, I am just at a point now where it’s like, I either step up or I stop.
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I’ve decided to binge watch Killing Eve, then cancel NetflixΒ and Stan and give my tv power cord to a friend π
I think last night has shown me more than I even realised. I actually like being sober. I definitely achieve more when I am. Seeing a full, melted, good quality from the looks of it, packed ice pipe for the first time in 5 years has definitely intrigued me. For lack of a better word.
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Turns out I really don’t feel like going out today after all π
I’ve been up since 7am since Grant called me. Both Grant and Rachel are always so happy to wake me up, which is so kind of them. Yet, I am lying on my bed next to Boss trying to motivate myself to shower and then go out to buy what I need from officeworks and
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I keep thinking about how strange this evening’s event was π€¨
I can’t quite explain what it feels like. I feel proud, but oddly amused also, considering it was only earlier today I was thinking about how long it’s been since I’ve been in the room with an ice pipe. It was also at that same time, that I remembered that I once thought I would
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Day 54: 21st February 2022 – Part 2 – OMG there was just a fully packed ice pipe on my kitchen table π±
Trigger Warning: Drug use discussed. Definitely wasn’t expecting that π³ First time in years since I have had an ice pipe litteraly in front of me, but, I’m happy to say, I seriously just do have no interest in it anymore π But talk about a test π Thankfully it’s one I have every bit
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Had the perfect amount of each left! ππ₯³