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Day 128: 6th May 2022 | I accidentally hung up on myself ๐คฆโโ๏ธ๐
I wanted to make a video first this morning after how depressing the last couple of days’ videos has been. I am feeling more like myself again, thankfully!! I am about to upload the second part of this video straight after uploading this one. Also, it’s so cold in Melbourne, Australia, that I have my…
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Day 127: 5th May 2022 | Part 2 | Thought I’d do an update yet cried more this time ๐ญ
TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide discussed. I don’t know what to say. I feel so sad and broken.
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Day 127: 5th May 2022 | TRIGGER WARNING โ ๏ธ
I’m in tears. Watch if you want to know what I say. Suicidal thoughts are literally trying to kill me ๐ญ
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Day 126: 4th May 2022 | Just woke up from “nap” ๐ด
I feel a level of exhaustion that’s even new to me. I don’t even feel safe standing for too long ๐ฃ
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I love you. I miss you. I pray that you are happy โก
There’s nothing left to say.
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My suicidal thoughts are really bad right now ๐ญ
I feel so alone. Constantly having to validate myself is hard sometimes. I feel like I must have this invisible tattoo on my forehead that says”Loser! Stay Away!” and everyone can see it but me. I keep trying so hard to be a good person but it never feels like enough. I don’t want to…
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I am in do much pain, I’m literally trying not to cry while eating dinner ๐ฅบ
So so so much pain!!! ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
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My university are going to provide all my prescribed readings in pdf form moving forward ๐๐ฅณ
I am so happy. I ended up calling the clinic where my psychologist works to ask if she had left for her holiday or not yet. This is because I had sent a couple of emails to her about the letter I needed for uni. Thankfully it turned out her last day was yesterday so…
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Day 125: 3rd May 2022 | Part 2 | Today’s first lesson for the day ๐คฃ๐คฃ
I did it again! ๐คฆโโ๏ธ๐ I fucked up the days hahha Thankfully it was only yesterday’s last three, and one on day 114, so I don’t know how I missed that the other day but.. That’s today’s LESSON!! ๐ Pay Attention to what you are doing woman!! ๐๐ If you like my videos please subscribe…
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Day 125: 3rd May 2022 | I have just realised why Boss must get so confused sometimes! ๐
Oh my haha sometimes I seriously crack myself up ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ If you like my videos, please subscribe to my channel and hit the ๐๐ https://youtube.com/channel/UC8NtDm2FXAPTPfbxhGmzD1g UPDATE: I am SO confused right now! I uploaded this video first obviously and then the part 2. Yet, this first video is nowhere to be found, even though it…