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Day 111: 19th April 2022 | Suicidal thoughts are running on overdrive 😭😭
TRIGGER WARNING: I am dealing with extreme suicidal thoughts right now. I’ve taken valium and some vape and am going back to bed to try to distract from the thoughts that keep bringing me to tears. And I mean, proper on the floor can’t get up tears. I will never try to make another friend…
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Trying to fill my meds but I just keep crying 😭
I am so sick of feeling this unwanted. So easy to throw me away. My suicide ideation is really bad today. I have so much to do and yet feel so empty. People have been throwing me away my whole life. That obviously means I’m the problem. Every single time. So, now I must listen…
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I forgot about this 😆
Also, turns out my oven wasn’t actually on for the first 7 minutes, so my vegetables will definitely be overcooked by the time my last vegan patty is ready
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I decided to bring the rest of my office to me since my office is now basically my living room 😅🤣
I mean my desk and office chair are here. My printer is here. The binding machine may as well be here too. At least for now 😜💓🤷♀️ I’m excited to start watching the videos for my Research Methods class. I know I have a lot to learn. In this and the rest of my units.…
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I changed my phone home page picture
I usually am. This is more for when I am hurting a lot.
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At my desk organising the last of my university notes and feeling glad that I can 😊
I am already in love with Grammarly. Especially since it does work perfectly fine with WordPress. I will admit I am probably feeling as “calm” as I do because I have taken a couple of valium since I got up, as well as taking the full ml of CBD oil like I’m supposed to. I…
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I am feeling very grateful for the motorcycle clothes I have been given 😊
I know I have so much to change and work on to become an even better version of myself. I continue to make mistakes over and over again. I don’t want to. I don’t personally think anyone wants to. And yet, here we are a bunch of humans all just making mistakes… I know I…
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Well at least something has finally gone right!😅
I have been trying to purchase Grammarly Premium since yesterday but it kept declining. So I double checked the currency conversion between USD and AUD and tried again. Still didn’t work 😕 Ended up emailing customer support since there is currently a 20% discount on which I wanted to receive. Thankfully I decided to try…
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Day 110: 18th April 2022 | Part 2 | Feeling somewhat calmer 🙄
I guess I just really needed to talk this out some more. It’s a bit long but I figure you don’t have to watch if you don’t want to.
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Day 110: 18th April 2022 | I don’t understand why I feel this bad 😢
TRIGGER WARNING: Suicidal themes I am definitely going in waves of emotion. As you will see. I ended the video abruptly because I couldn’t stop crying.
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