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Day 127: 5th May 2022 | TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️
I’m in tears. Watch if you want to know what I say. Suicidal thoughts are literally trying to kill me 😭
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Day 126: 4th May 2022 | Just woke up from “nap” 😴
I feel a level of exhaustion that’s even new to me. I don’t even feel safe standing for too long 😣
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I love you. I miss you. I pray that you are happy ♡
There’s nothing left to say.
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My suicidal thoughts are really bad right now 😭
I feel so alone. Constantly having to validate myself is hard sometimes. I feel like I must have this invisible tattoo on my forehead that says”Loser! Stay Away!” and everyone can see it but me. I keep trying so hard to be a good person but it never feels like enough. I don’t want to…
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I am in do much pain, I’m literally trying not to cry while eating dinner 🥺
So so so much pain!!! 😭😭😭😭😭
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My university are going to provide all my prescribed readings in pdf form moving forward 😁🥳
I am so happy. I ended up calling the clinic where my psychologist works to ask if she had left for her holiday or not yet. This is because I had sent a couple of emails to her about the letter I needed for uni. Thankfully it turned out her last day was yesterday so…
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Day 125: 3rd May 2022 | Part 2 | Today’s first lesson for the day 🤣🤣
I did it again! 🤦♀️😆 I fucked up the days hahha Thankfully it was only yesterday’s last three, and one on day 114, so I don’t know how I missed that the other day but.. That’s today’s LESSON!! 😅 Pay Attention to what you are doing woman!! 😝😂 If you like my videos please subscribe…
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Day 125: 3rd May 2022 | I have just realised why Boss must get so confused sometimes! 😆
Oh my haha sometimes I seriously crack myself up 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 If you like my videos, please subscribe to my channel and hit the 👍😁 https://youtube.com/channel/UC8NtDm2FXAPTPfbxhGmzD1g UPDATE: I am SO confused right now! I uploaded this video first obviously and then the part 2. Yet, this first video is nowhere to be found, even though it…
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OMG, I feel so weird and not in a good way 😫
So the hot and cold flashes are still happening, but now my head is pounding, feels boiling hot to touch even though my thermometer says my temperature is 36.1 and everything just hurts in general! 😖 I live in chronic pain every day, which I deal with we’ll enough, but when I feel like this,…
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The Johnny Depp vs Amber Heard is quite funny to watch 😆
Since I am not feeling completely myself at the moment after getting my second vaccine this morning, I am just resting for a while before I take Boss to the dog park to meet my new friend and his wife. I honestly sooo happy I asked the group of people last night if anyone rode…