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Day 145: 23rd May 2022 | Part 2 | Spoke to landlord and now in tears π’
I’m not doing a good job of not falling apart at all π
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Day 145: 23rd May 2022 | Took over an hour but I finally see where I’ve been going wrong
So, I started this video because I thought I was about to cry after speaking to Rachel. She had pointed something out to me, which I already knew, but I guess I was having trouble seeing. Thankfully, after an hour of talking this out, I have now seen what I was missing and where my
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Mentally preparing myself for possible homelessness…
Who would have ever thought I’d write a title like that? Definitely not me. I am trying to rise above this thought because I don’t want it to become a self-fulfilling prophecy by manifesting it. But at the same time, I still have to be realistic, given the current rental crisis, currently taking place in
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Day 144: 22nd May 2022 | Part 3 | I could not roll a decent joint to save myself π€¦ββοΈπ
And believe me, I tired. I even used the rolling machine every time, and, after trying at least six times, I managed to get only two terrible looking joints. One of which I smoked before making this video π It may have looked shocking, but at least it did what it was supposed to π€£π€£π€£
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Day 144: 22nd May 2022 | Part 2 | Back from motorbike ride ππ
Happy to be safely home in one piece π I broke the bucket I use for Boss outdoor water when I got off the bike βΊοΈπ
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Day 144: 22nd May 2022 | So much for trying to keep this short haha
I really thought this would be a short video lol at one hour, it is not hahaha This is basically an update on where I’m at and how I’m feeling. Almost I started reading my blogs from the very start of my website start my website being opened, and I am actually really proud of
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I’ve just realised that based on current rental prices, I actually don’t have first months rent and bond π
The more I think about it, the more likely I think there is a very real chance that I may may end up living in my car for awhile. There are so many news articles just showing up on my google news feed about how many people are living in their cars or tents in
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Day 143: 21st May 2022 | Part 2 | I watched myself back. This is where I’m at ππ
I don’t usually watch my videos back straight away but today I did. I tried to do some work stuff but didn’t have it in me. So, instead I vaped some weed, watched the video and am now about to watch the latest episode of the Flight Attendant. I am also holding onto how much
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Day 143: 21st May 2022 | It’s long but I needed to get this off my chest
I watched last night’s videos last night. I think I have clarified a few things I said. I am feeling better, which is good. Considering it hasn’t even been 24 hours, I am proud of the turnaround time, from crying my eyes out, feeling like I couldn’t breathe, to getting here, where I am calm
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I am going to sleep. Time: 7:17pm
I can’t keep my eyes open any longer. I know I have so many options. And tomorrow is a new day.. But right now, I just need to sleep