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I’m definitely too old for bongs 🙄
I’m not feeling my best 😐
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Day 164: 11th June 2022 | I’m still here 👋
Finally having a day doing nothing. Well besides my grocery shopping online which is being delivered between 7am and 10am tomorrow. I don’t even have sugar for coffee. I have stayed in my pjs all day. It’s been lovely. This video is not great. Too dark. I know. But I’ve checked in and that’s the
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Day 163: 10th June 2022 | Part 2 | I needed to talk some more 🙄
Why do I write descriptions of all the video content? It really doesn’t make any sense, I’ve decided. If you would like to know what I have to say, please watch the video. Hit the like and subscribe to my channel if you want to keep watching me document my life to those of you
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Day 163: 10th June 2022 | I guess I really needed to talk things out today 😢
This is a lot longer than I thought it would be. I’m not even sure if people actually watch them all when this long. It’s a recap of my week and how I’m feeling. What triggered me to feel sad again. Thankfully, I am feeling better since talking it all out. So, I need to
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It’s 7:48pm. I am going to sleep
The only person causing me problems is me. It was easier when I didn’t care. Now I do. The realisation I had last night is what is causing this feeling now. I want to run away and never think about uni, or learning or helping or working or doing anything that causes me pain and
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Day 162: 9th June 2022 | Part 2 | I managed to stop crying long enough to get Boss to the park 😢🙄
Another afternoon spent in tears having to remind myself why I continue to keep staying on this planet. But I managed to at least leave my house and bring Boss to the dog park. I feel like I am failing at absolutely everything so I have to at least try and make sure Boss is
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The Darkness in me hates this world 🥺😢
I have cancelled the puppy play date. They are still going and I know Boss needs it making me the worst person ever, but I can’t stop crying. I scare people away easily enough as it is. So I have to my room to cry on my bed. Curtains closed. I don’t need any more
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I feel like I’m about to cry 🥺
All at once I feel completely alone. Because I am. So why am I going doing my head in to help others. I am a nobody. I literally have no one I could turn to if I lost everything. I’m meant to be taking Boss to the dog park but just want it to rain
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Day 162: 9th June 2022 | Trying to make my bed but Boss won’t move 😆
Of course he moves right when I turn my camera on 🤣🤣🤣 I have since been able to make my bed 😁 Now to get on with the things I need to before puppy play date this afternoon at the dog park 🐕🙂
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For me to truly live my best life, I would need daily support myself 🙌🙏🙄
So. Much. Pain. Everywhere. 😫😫😫😫😫
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