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I keep crying π’
I keep crying. I’m so happy and grateful my sister and her family are alive and ok, so, I don’t know why I keep crying π I love my family so much.
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Day 167: 14th June 2022 | I’m currently in shock π
My father just called from NZ to let me know my sister and her family were in a car accident.. Thankfully they are ok, but considering they rolled down a mountainside, it could have been a different outcome. I love my sister so much. This is a huge wakeup call.
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I’m definitely in an overthinking spiral lately π
I really don’t understand why. Actually I found out that another team mate is also on the dsp. She is 26. Finding that out made me feel so much better. I know how ridiculous that sounds but it’s true βΊοΈ I’ve also realised that I do need to be more mindful in life, therefore, my
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Huh, I think the penny just dropped
Hmmm what was it π³ π€ I know why my Higher Self wants to get rid of the TV… Earlier I was reading a fascinating article on the History of Sexuality in the 19th Century. Very entertaining. An article I would actually like to read until the end… Yeah, I read for a while and
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Day 166: 13th June 2022 | Thankfully my pain meds have now kicked in π
Turned on my camera to distract from how difficult I was finding it to get comfortable on my bed. I’m feeling better now, so that’s great. I’m feeling good today. I now finally think the fact that it doesn’t matter how long it takes me to do something is ok. Like my uni degree, for
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Definitely too fine.. the weed is falling through the capsules π π
Least I know for next time. Though every strain of weed is completely different so it all grinds differently too. I know I have some more of this strain in my fridge, but I’m not sure how much. I do know I won’t be getting this particular strain again, though, now that my doctor has
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I feel nice, calm and at ease π
It’s strange how you can feel such contrasting emotions within days. And varying strengths added too, mind you. There’s still a number of things that I have to do, but, right now at least, I can see how unimportant it is in what time frame that takes. I mean, sure, when it comes to my
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Time to catch up on the video’s I have made and shared but not actually seen yet π πππ
I really do love the way I share. Even just writing that brings a sense of purpose and relief within me. Especially since most people would probably regard how I make and share videos as quite risky. If you have seen any of my most recent videos from Thursday just been, it’s Sunday at 11:15am
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Yay!! I can finally have a coffee!! βοΈ π
It’s been a long time since I have started my day without a coffee π Technically the medication I take now, wakes me up, but it’s really not the same. Plus I drink coffee for the taste and much as the stimulant π π€£ Getting my groceries delivered is so worth the small delivery fee. Plus
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Day 165: 12th June 2022 | Waiting for groceries to arrive so I can make a coffee π
I don’t have any sugar, and since I drink black coffee, I need sugar π I plan on having another quiet day, reading π