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Maybe I am depressed and just don’t know it ๐
I’m glad I have therapy on Monday. I miss my family so much but I have realised I just can’t deal with being rejected again, because I’m mentally too fragile. I can convince myself of anything if I really want to but I can’t keep pretending I’m alright. I think my depression is back. When
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Day 171: 18th June 2022 | What is the point of these videos? ๐ค๐
I’m having a weird day second guessing everything ๐
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Sometimes I wish I had a group of girlfriends that I could do stuff with ๐
It’s no wonder I spend so much time alone. I barely have any friends. The one’s I do are all predominantly online. I have been invited to a 40th birthday today, but I know absolutely no one except the actual person holding it and unfortunately don’t have the energy to drive to the other side
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Day 170: 17th June 2022 | Nice and short today ๐
It’s 5pm and I’m still in my pjs. I slept till approximately 1pm and have been watching Sex and the City since then ๐
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Day 169: 16th June 2022 | Part 2 | Just before the workshop update ๐
It has now just ended. will update once home. Update: have posted as time I uploaded
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Day 169:16th June 2022 | Park 4 | I did it! Paid Storyteller! Magic is Real! Stop lying about Santa ๐๐
Wow, what a day!! I am so happy and exhausted and just all the emotions along with soreness lol โบ In the gift bags were these cold/heat packs. I have two on my tummy now. So warm and lovely ๐ฅฐ I have had an absolute blast of a day! Today is the first day of
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Day 169: 16th June 2022 | Part 3 | I got told I was rude by some dickhead uber driver!!
What an ordeal. The driver was rude. wouldn’t come to meet us. Made us walk for so long. Then we finally get in the car, and he says the booking is cancelled. We hadn’t cancelled it, since we were literally in the damn car! He wouldn’t accept $20 cash and the rest bank transfer. During
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On the plane using free wifi!!
OMG I’m so excited!! ๐ฅณ๐ฅณ First time on a plane since 2016!
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Day 169: 16th June 2022 | I’m on my way to the airport!! ๐ฅณ
I am so excited!! ๐๐ฅณ I finally figured out what I’m going to say ๐๐
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Day 168: 15th June 2022 | Happy I was unable to attend the “mentoring” session last night โฆ
I’m currently watching the recording ๐คฃ I do not like the man. At all. ๐ He has basically spent the majority of the past hour and 3 minutes (01:03:08/01:30:05) talking about stuff that is absolutely no help to us, yet no one from my team said anything, for which I can only speculate ๐คทโโ๏ธ I’m