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Day 195: 12th July 2022 | Part 2 | Turns out I’m not relaxed about uni and instead am in tears 😢
I am so sick of anxiety. Of feeling like I’m okay, and then it hits me out of nowhere. Though, I guess it is more my ego telling me I am failing again because I am not prepared for my first class tomorrow. But I am trying to focus on the fact that I am
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I feel really sad but I don’t know why 😟
I guess it could have something to do with how I was spoken to again this morning. But I really don’t know. It doesn’t seem to be connected to any thoughts, it’s just a feeling. I am at the mechanic now for my car window. He said he can definitely fix it but first he
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Day 195: 12th July 2022 | Shout out to my friends who always make time for me!😁
If you read my written blogs you may have seen that last night I wrote a blog about needing to end a friendship that is no longer benefiting me. There are only so many times I can ask to actually see someone who is my friend and be ignored. I have reached my limit. But,
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I am crying and can’t seem to stop 😭
It’s like all at once; I can feel every single person who never bothered to make time for me, hitting me. But more than that, I just really miss my Mum. I’m never going to have anyone to hold me and tell me that they love me no matter what. I know this. I have
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I have finally decided that a half friendship isn’t what I want so I’m ending it.
I have more than enough friends who I only speak to online. I don’t need one with someone who lives 20 minutes away and keeps literally ignoring me when I ask to catch up. Truthfully I want to end it right now I’m so pissed off at how I have just been spoken to, but
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Day 194: 11th July 2022 | Bath was too hot so I made this video while adding some cold water 😅
The amount of times I’ve gotten into the bath then had jump straight back out is too many 😂 Least I’m getting better at not breaking the nudity rules on YouTube 🤣 I’m having a completely restful day. No Ritalin or even weed today. Though weed is obviously relaxing, I just don’t want to use
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Bath time! 🛁
Definitely time for a soak in the tub 😌 Not even going to take laptop to watch anything. I have started reading this ⬇️ today so will bring it into bathroom withe but I dare say I will probably just relax with a face mask on 😁
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Mr X’s wife’s name is popping up everywhere lately!!
And just hearing it again now has made me remember that I actually feel asleep talking to her in my mind last night. It’s all coming back to me. I think because she has been on my mind for so long and I’m constantly reminded of her, that is why I reach out to her
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The back window of my car won’t go back up 😕
I didn’t even realise it was open until trying to figure out where the strange thumping sound was coming from on the drive to get my massage. Thankfully I have tarp and tape so was able to cover it up for now. I am incredibly grateful that I have both of these things easily at
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The new erase feature in Samsung Gallery is Awesome!
I thought my boobs were looking particularly lovely today, given that I’m not wearing a bra, so I took this picture 🤩 But the mirror needs to be cleaned, which I didn’t do before taking the picture. That was when I remembered a friend telling me about this new feature. I hadn’t even looked at
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