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Day 205: 22nd July 2022 | Part 2 | Sorry it’s really dark π π
I’m at the home of the lady I get massages from. She left work late. The message that just came through said she’s on the road and will be home at 7pm. I have decided to wait since I’m only going home to bed to watch something on tv. She just messaged me again saying
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Day 205: 22nd July 2022 | I have finally told someone I work with about this channel and my websiteπ
I completely trust this person and am so happy I finally felt like it was the right time to share. I’m very excited to hear what she thinks of it π I am absolutely exhausted, even more so than yesterday, go figure. So, I haven’t achieved as much as I’d have liked uni wise, but,
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Day 204: 21st July 2022 | Part 2 | Had a strange conversation with the house valuer π€¨
I still have no definitive new information about what is going on, but it was the same guy as last time who came to value the house, and according to him, the house hadn’t been sold. So, I explained what had transpired since seeing him last, and he was really surprised by it all. He
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Day 204: 21st July 2022 | Every alternative day I need to be extra kind to myself π
Because I have fully realised now that the reason I did become so upset on Tuesday afternoon (written blog, not a video) was simply due to the level of exhaustion I was dealing with. I have been living with my health conditions for more than a decade. I’m on disability because of how severe they
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Day 203: 20th July 2022 | Part 3 | I have been working on my assignment for the past few hours ..
And now I’m going to bed to crash.
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Day 203: 20th July 2022 | Part 2 | What I’ve learnt today and general update π
It’s been an interesting day. I made it to uni with less than 10 minutes to spare and still couldn’t figure out where to park near the building my seminar is, so I had to do a lot of walking. Now, I’m wrecked βΊοΈ I also had a pounding headache for the majority of the
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Day 203: 20th July 2022 | Feeling better about uni π
Got to go as traffic building up. This is an update on the written blog yesterday.
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I have cried all afternoon
And so far, the two valiums I have had aren’t helping. I can feel myself spiralling deep and deeper and can’t seem to pull myself out of it. Uni is trying to completely break me, and I think it might win. I no longer feel cut out for this. I’m too slow, it’s taken me
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Day 202: 19th July 2022 | I must take a break from vaping weed! And wash my hair! π
Slightly longer video today. Feels like it’s been a while since I have made a video while still in bed, looking this pretty ππ I am struggling to get up in the morning and am pretty sure it’s from vaping too much in the evenings. So I’m going to put my vape in my safe
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Day 201: 18th July 2022 | Yay! I fixed my laptop! There is sound! π₯³
I spent so long yesterday trying to figure out what was wrong with my laptop microphone and how to fix it. Long enough to put me tears for the second time that day. After I had another decent cry, I finally remembered to restart the device if all else fails. So that is what I