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Day 2074: 4th August 2025 | …
I don’t know what to title this as hahahahha Nor description. Please enjoy π π€£π€£π€£π€£π€£π€£π€£ 10:55pm
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Day 2073: 3rd August 2025 | Happy’s first day at puppy training πΆπ
I had planned to make a follow-up video but haven’t had a chance and am now going to watch Final Destination Bloodlines on HBOMAX with Merv. Hopefully I stay awake through all of it. Or at least the bits I watch, since, I figure I’ll probably be hiding behind a pillow a lot of it…
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Day 2072: 2nd August 2025 | I have created a community here for all of us to connect with each other
Took me long enough but I’m happy it’s now done. I would love for you to use it. Absolutely everyone is welcome. Though YouTube says subscribers only can interact, so if you haven’t already, please do so. I would love to get to 1000 subscribers. That’s my goal. Anything above that is just a bonus.…
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Day 2071: 1st August 2025 | I’m feeling more like me this evening thankfully..
But I’m so tired, I am getting into bed to go to sleep. 9:00pm
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Day 2070: 31st July 2025 | I am ok. Even though I don’t feel it..
I think this will make sense. 8:47pm
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Day 2069: 30th July 2025 | I’m beyond confused. I cried most of today π’
I know I was angry yesterday but today I’m just sad. Anxious. Confused. Flat and humiliated. And it’s all probably just in my head. I give up in the real world. I’ll attend events when I can. But otherwise I’m coming to you. Like in the past..I need my camera back. My conversations with myself. …
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Day 2068: 29th July 2025 | This has become a negative day, which I’ve cried throughout most of π
Everything has just suddenly gone from good only a few days ago to absolute shit and I have spent all day hating myself. I’ve literally stayed in bed all day except to use the bathroom and have a cigarette. Then right after making this video, I see a missed call with a message to listen…
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Day 2067: 28th July 2025 | Days like today make me wonder why I still make these videos π€
I feel sad and flat. Have most of the day except when pulling myself together long enough to attend horse therapy where I volunteered to help out, and this evening with puppy obedience class introduction. Now I’m in bed. About to pass out. At least I finished my book club book in time. 9:17pm
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Day 2066: 27th July 2025 | Period pain has me feeling like crap π
I genuinely feel really ill π€ 7:04pm
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Day 2065: 26th July 2025 | Today has been a mind fu*k of a day… π
I have no idea if I’m allowed to write fu*k, let alone on a title π π I’m guessing it’s ok π€·ββοΈπ Just one of those days..Which I couldn’t even really talk about. Still too close to it. Being today and all π€ I really do need to sit down and talk as though I am…