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Day 210: 27th July 2022 | Part 2 | Feeling dumb and anxious and like I’m about to cryπ₯Ί
It’s been one of those days. I felt shitty before my psychology appointment and had to take valium. It helped for a little bit but not long enough. I had to take another one before the work meeting, which, again, I felt dumb and anxious throughout the entire meeting. Days like today make me want
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Day 210: 27th July 2022 | Psychology Recording from today π
Another great session!! I have too much to do to write a detailed description π If you are interested in what we spoke about today, please watch βΊοΈπ
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I don’t even want to work in mental health so I really don’t know why I get so stressed about getting into more psychology degrees π ππ
Not sure why I felt the need to write that but I did so it stays π On a completely different topic… The plumbing in my home again is becoming blocked again. It wasn’t even that long ago that the plumber was here. Thankfully the toilet is working and flushing but the pipes outside are
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Isn’t she beautiful π
I’m so in love with how wonderful my girl is ππ€©π₯°
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Day 209: 26th July 2022 | Part 3 | I decided to adult after all but I’m done now haha π
I have managed another page of notes for my uni assignment, which I am really pleased about, but my eyes are starting to droop now, so I think I may be done. Even if for now anyway. I am taking a break from Ritalin and weed today. My house is warm, and I want to
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Day 209: 26th July 2022 | Part 2 | I may have to skip going to campus tomorrow..
For some reason my psychology appointment is tomorrow on Wednesday instead of Thursday so I’m not sure I’ll make it without being completely rushed the entire day which will not help my exhaustion or pain levels. I’m going to email my note taker now since she plans to come to campus when she is better
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Day 209: 26th July 2022 | Staying in bed today to finally recuperate π
I spoke to my doctor on the phone to before scripts for medication and asked to be prescribed sleeping pills, too, since I seem to wake up at night even when I’ve been exhausted all day. Thankfully she said yes. My doctor called back to organise another appointment, so there are two parts of this
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I am so looking forward to cuddling Boss!! π₯°π₯°
I wonder if it’s like parents feel about their children π πππ I don’t know, but I think I love Boss more π€£π€£π€£π€£π€£π€£ I’ve been drinking and smoking weed… Don’t do drugs kids… Except weed… It doesn’t count hahaha Yay we’re pulling up to my station π
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Day 208: 25th July 2022 | I made it onto the train with only seconds to spare π
I decided to get McDonald’s again π€£ That’s four McPlant meals in the space of four days! π I haven’t even finished this meal. I’m struggling to keep my eyes open π΄ I’m focusing on seeing Boss and crawling into bed π I had a great time tonight! The people I work with who came
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Day 208: 25th July 2022 | At the train station π π
Heading to the city now. I’m so exhausted I half wanted to cancel but I’m glad I didn’t. Though I think it will an earlier night than originally planned since I am now training in instead of driving to friends place.