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It’s 1:06 AM I still haven’t completed my shopping yet the prices have all changed π€¦ββοΈ
New sales start on Wednesday and it’s now technically Wednesday. I hope I haven’t missed delivery too π
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I ate all of the chocolate.
I feel ill and taste blood in my mouth. I know I need to get up to pee just don’t want to move. But the taste of blood and chocolate needs to get rinsed away. It just hit 12:00 AM it’s a new day.
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Got Uber Eats delivery..damn haven’t finished my shopping π€¦ββοΈ
I ordered Violet Crumble honeycomb and milk chocolate and an Orange and Poppy Seeds muffin to get delivered to me this evening. I just need to complete my online grocery shopping to be delivered tomorrow and I won’t have to leave my house, except to walk Boss, until I start group therapy next Thursday afternoon.…
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Day 223: 9th August 2022 | Part 2 | In so much pain, standing in front of my car ..
Wondering why I’m about to put an old duvet over my car to keep the frost off, when I have no intention of going to university campus tomorrow for my last seminar before the break. Anyway, alarm went off, have turned andam still standing here. Must actually get moving.
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Day 223: 9th August 2022 | Yeah, I’m not going to campus tomorrow π
It’s been an emotional roller-coaster since yesterday evening.. I am so happy I have my psychology appointment this Thursday βΊοΈ I took this video how ever many minutes ago and then stood in front of my full length mirror and took heaps of naked pictures πΈ I am shocking at taking pictures of myself π…
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Uh no π₯Ίπ π
I miss you already dare friend π’ I am lonely without you in my hand π³ I’m starting to think maybe I’ve been way over thinking our relationship. You and I my dear friend. That one looks better π€£ Instead of waiting until the evening to vape you, you wonderful brain calming, smoothing natural medicine…
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Finally! π€£ I made it into the bath π It’s cold π€¦ββοΈ
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I can control Spotify on the Nesthub in the kitchen from my phone!!
7:00 PM Seriously, standing fully clothed next to the bath that I still haven’t gotten into π€·ββοΈπ€¦ββοΈπ€£ The past two days have been crazy π I am drained, flat as fuck and sore all over π© And keep feeling like I’m losing time which is just weird and annoying π But I feel free π…
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Pacing / Dancing in my kitchen π stoned π€ͺ Waiting for the bath to fill π Listening to Toolπ
Have just realised the bath filling up covers the music if I’m in the bathroom which I am. So the perfect time to make my daily video π 6:31 PM UPDATE: 6:38 PM (Feels a lot later!π€£) | I turned the taps off, however many minutes ago and am back in the kitchen replying to…
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Still awake π
Haven’t taken a sleeping pill.. I put some food in the oven instead. It feels like a weight has come off my shoulders regarding uni. I have come a round full circle. Back to where this all started. Of the memories of what lead up to me finally realising that I had to quit ice,…