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Once again, crying over a stupid f*cking assignment!
I’m quite scared that this is going to continue until I have finished this degree. The only thing helping me to calm down is valium. Thankfully, I am prescribed a box of 50 tablets a month. I can’t seem to do any of this lab report without needing to take one. Sometimes two. I think
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Dinner and a movie in bed ☺
I am going to try really hard to remember to focus on all the good in my life because I know I am extremely lucky in so many ways 🥰
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I was wrong before…
I thought I was all alone. But it turns out that there is a whole new level of being alone that I didn’t realise. I did this. I feel like a terrible person. Of course I don’t have any friends. At least now I know so I can stop embarrassing myself by trying to make
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Day 230: 16th August 2022 | Woke up at 12:50 PM 😆
Guess I really needed to sleep. Feeling good today. Plan to spend the rest of today and the week working on my assignment.
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Day 229: 15th August 2022 | Finished Week Four Content 😁
Absolutely exhausted 🥱 I just got in bed 🛏 Going to read the nosleep story on Reddit if I can keep my eyes open long enough 😴 I am going to set an alarm for 7 am ☺️ I am praying I actually get up 😅 9:07 PM 9:33 PM. The rain has started. That
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A change of scenery is what was needed ☺
I am enjoying being in here. It feels more peaceful since there’s not much in here. As it should, given how hard I worked to transform the room. Originally it was a spare room with a double bed for visitors. But it hardly got used. I used it for storage and hanging clothes on the
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Time to do what I know I need to 😌
Focus on the reason I started all of this to begin with. Why I care enough to not go next door and take my neighbour up on his offer. I believe everything is happening exactly as it’s supposed to. Because it is. And yet the part of me so desperate to feel love deep down
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Damn. No Donation Page.
To be able to accept donations, I need to provide the following information as stated in email received from the company that deals with all payments via WordPress. I obviously can provide all of this but I do not wish to provide any of my personal identifiable information in this site. Since I cannot provide
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Day 228: 14th August 2022 | Trying to add a donation page to my website 🤨
But once again, I am very confused about the technical side of running a website, so I have emailed the Happiness Engineers to ask for help. I have created a new ‘About Me’ page on my website explaining who I am, why I share stories, and the process I use, of filming all that I
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I need to lie down now
I have realised exactly how bad it is for how I have behaved about and towards Rachel.. She literally does not have time, regardless of what I have thought about it, up until now.. I say now, because I now realise exactly what I have effectively been saying and doing and how once again it