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He’s not even on his side! π
Fresh clean sheets were put on my bed only yesterday π€¦ββοΈπ€£ He is very heavy but I have managed to move him over, though he doesn’t look overly happy about it π I have put a vegan burger in the oven, since I defrosted my last roll yesterday. In the meantime, Andrew came for a…
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Day 236: 22nd August 2022 | Really hope my mood gets better π
It’s only 10:16 am, and I already feel flat and pissed off. Grant called, waking me up, and we chatted via video for a while. Turns out I was right; his wife does not like how close we are or that he used to wake me every morning. Though he did explain my situation well,…
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I really want to learn how to stop talking so much…
I’m noticing more about myself every day. I want to learn to be quiet. Actually quiet. I’m requesting an extension tomorrow for my assignment. I realised when I was told by the woman I’ve been speaking to on messenger about the assignment said she had applied for a seven day extension herself. I’ve got so…
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Day 235: 21st August 2022 | So happy with how good my home looks π
It’s been a really good day π
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Day 234: 20th August 2022 | My Mum received her birthday present today
She said thank you. Told me she does love me but confirmed she doesn’t want me in her life. I feel so sad. Nothing has changed and yet all I keep feeling is.. my own mum doesn’t want me inn her life, it’s no wonder I don’t have any real deep in person friends π₯…
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Day 233: 9th August 2022 | I did not overly enjoy group therapy ππ
I am so emotionally drained, that I am losing interest in everything. Woke up at 12:20 PM Now I have to work on assignment when I just don’t care about it.
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I activated my Netflix account this evening without any prior thought π€π
I realised I was not in the right head space at all to achieve anything productive since it was 6pm by the time I was ready to look at my assignment. So I put some food in the oven and then downloaded Netflix again to find something funny to watch. I just really need something…
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I hope I don’t get fat ππ
First I got McDs for dinner on the way home from group therapy π I was so hungry I even ordered an extra small fries to eat on the 5 minute drive from McDonald’s to home lol π Now I’m eating popcorn. So delicious for such a great price. $2.75 at Woolworths for a ten…
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Day 232: 18th August 2022 | Finally buying myself some new sex toys! Here’s what I currently have π€ͺ
Still talking to Randy. Will write more later π Time to actually purchase what I want π€£ Everything is dusty since I just stick to my favourites these days. But I absolutely want and really feel like I deserve to treat myself a new one π Much better βΊπ
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Knowing other people are reading along with me feels nice βΊ
I really like this new feature π