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I can’t help but wonder …
If I died Would my sister even come to my funeral π’
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Interesting realisation
I tend to cut my orgasms short. They are so intense sometimes that pain can evolve the pleasure due to every part of my body reacting to the feeling Goodnight everyone 9:31 pm
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Going to sleep now π΄
It’s 8:54 pm. Going to bed every is good for me. Otherwise these days I just binge watch Netflix and sleep in the following day which ultimately upsets me. Today my 3D human body took it up a notch π€ I was speaking to Graham when I received my grade for the second assignment. It
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Focusing on the good π
Andrew popped over some time this morning and bought me a treat which I am so happy and grateful for right now π₯³ I think I am finally at a point with uni where I no longer care. I just want to graduate and be done with it. Learning isn’t nearly as much fun with
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More than anything, I feel dismissed most of the time
It’s 6:14 pm and I’m in bed. Boss is asleep next to me. The lights are off but it’s still daylight daylight outside so light coming in between the gaps in the curtains and from the light coming from Netflix switching between the names of shows while Manifest is paused ready to watch when I’m
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My life is falling perfectly into place and yet all I feel is sad π
I think since Randy died everything just became harder in general. But I can’t blame circumstances for I am the common denominator in all of them. I am in charge of my emotions. Though it doesn’t usually feel like it. Today has been a roller coaster of a day itself. I am just so easily
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Day 306: 31st October 2022 | Part 2 | Psychology Session Recording βΊοΈ
Talking to Graham while doing this so later π Update: I have since asked to rebook the session I had on Thursday. I am not in a good place. I don’t feel any better or like I really achieved anything in this session
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Day 306: 31st October 2022 | Hopefully this uploads before my psychology session finishes uploading π
I definitely want to keep my Thursday appointment π₯ Update: thankfully it did upload first π Can’t get a decent thumbnail picture to save myself 1π
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Day 305: 30th October 2022 | Another day spent sleeping π΄
I have needed this for so long I have some food in the oven, and am watching Netflix in Bed right now Need to get back to normal hours tomorrow as my house very much needs vacuming and my washing basket is overflowing lol For now though, rest and healing is what is most important
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Day 304: 29th October 2022 | I slept for so long π΄
I needed it, that’s for sure. I am in a lot of pain so after shower am going to go sit in the spa and sauna in the centre not far from me. My bath just isn’t big enough for the level of pain I am in.