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Day 332: 26th November 2022 | I’ve decided to set up a home desktop computer and am really excited π
I find it looking back only two days ago when I couldn’t stop crying or get out of bed, let alone look at my phone. Thursday, the 24th of November 2022, Day 330. Today is Day 332. Today, however, and yesterday too, I had a good day. Today has gone exceptionally well. I ran out
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Day 331: 25th November 2022 | I wonder if I’ll ever just remember the date π€£
It’s been a day .. Thankfully Boss is definitely going to get a walk because Victor is coming over for a drink and to make sure Boss is walked ππ Update :It’s 10:06 pm | Victor just left, I’m making toast and tea before going to sleep π΄
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Ah man, I wanted instant lol
This is not instant π€£
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Seriously sometimes I can adult really well and other times, I need all the help I can get π
And since it’s now Friday the 25th of November and I had the planners printed out in A2 size on the way home from the opera which was the 9th of November, they really should be on the wall with all of the very important dates on it for my assignments π€¦ββοΈπ
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It’s a new day β¨οΈ
And I’m back at my desk studying by 8:08 am
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Mmm dessert π¨ βΊοΈ
Starting to feel better π Just have to keep reminding myself that I will be ok with uni this trimester I’ve already taken my night time meds and am halfway through watching “Luckiest Girl Alive” on Netflix I plan to try a sleeping pill after the movie ends since I may have been in bed
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Day 330: 24th November 2022 | Content Warning β οΈπ’
I am so disappointed in myself π₯ I saw what I had to do but couldn’t π Now I just feel like I have worked so hard to be a better person, to not let my mental health and physical conditions ruin my life π But days like today scare me because I couldn’t rise
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I seriously just want to run away
And disappear forever 8:22 pm
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Day 329: 23rd November 2022 | Ooh No
My evening went from bad to extremely worse. If I didn’t like myself earlier believe me when I say the self hatred has kicked in after calling the person back. I thought it would be a brief call. But she wanted to talk. I am so stupid. So so stupid, I just want to defer
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OMG OLIVIA! Start listening to yourself! ππ€¦ββοΈπ
I never really fully understood why people always told me I over shared. Probably because the more you know about a persn the easier everything is in my opinion π But ever since I have become so consciously aware of just how much more information I tell people when not asked, I am making a