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It’s just hit 8 pm and I’m ready to go to sleep π΄
Even though I ended up sleeping until 1 pm. Even though today has been spent in bed, I am still in so much pain. Though that may have something to do with not taking anything stronger than Nurofen. I have no intention whatsoever of getting hooked on any of my medication. But unfortunately I do
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The Most Hated Man in the Internet on Netflix is making me feel feel completely comfortable with what I post online π₯°
I watched my video back earlier. I don’t always watch the same day but decided I would. But since my stuff is literally just me being me to my camera in any given moment, I know that nothing will stop me from documenting my life. I will chose this, having a place to come to
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Day 338: 12th December 2022 | I am so emotionally drained π₯
Content Warning | I am highly emotionally dysregulated in this video. Please be advised before watching… And just feel so humiliated after yesterday that I am glad I never officially joined because I would be far too embarrassed to ever go after yesterday. I should know better by now. I am so easily triggered these
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Day 337: 11th December 2022 | I was so proud of how well I was handling everything today …
Until emotional dysregulation got to me, and won in the end. Once again, I looked like a complete and utter loser π I can definitely now see why I have basically no friends. Thankfully, with how everything went today and what happened, I feel disgusted with myself to the point where any part of me
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It’s only 6:17 pm and I’m already in bed and ready to sleep π΄
I have a ten minute video uploading. Once it’s finished I will copy to my website and then I’m putting my phone away. I have Boss with me. Warm lavender scented slot teddy in my sore tummy, and my eyes are ready to close. I’ve cried quite a lot today, and now my pain is
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Today has gone wrong in every possible way π₯Ί
I managed to pull through it and actually attend the social event after hours of shit going wrong starting with my car having a flat tyre. I just wish I had seen it before trying to drive. Maybe if I had been still in my driveway, at home, things would have gone differently. Who knows?
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Day 336: 10th December 2022 | I’m so constipated my butt really hurts!!π«ππ’
WOW! 20 days until I turn 37 and I have grown up so much! I couldn’t talk about bodily fluids or digestive track issues, let alone openly talk about being constipated, plus now my actual period has started π¬ Everything. Hurts. So. Bad. But sitting down is the worst, so I really want to go
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I’m feeling all sentimental π
I said goodbye to my baby today after 18 years of having him π₯ When I first saw Sebastian he was 9 months old in a pet store in Melbourne. His name was Cointreau when I first met him but liked the store’s snakes name which was Sebastian, so that’s how my baby got his
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Day 335: 9th December 2022 | Sebastian is now in his new homeππ
Victor and I have just ordered lunch and are having a nice drink while we wait βΊοΈπ
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Day 334: 8th December 2022 | My website has today’s adventures π
If I remember I will write something proper but right now my food is ready and I am going to stop typing Update: 9:54 pm | It turns out, I haven’t actually written the blog that I’ve been thinking of ππ