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Day 382: 15th January 2023 | My pain levels are making me anxious about uni again π
I just wish I had rested when I needed to… I sent this to my Mum and once I said it out loud to her I started crying π’ “Boy am I regretting not resting since I started feeling this way. I already had uni to catch up on and only made it worse. I…
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Day 381: 14th January 2023 | Learning more insightful lessons everyday ππ
Finally, a day when I have done absolutely nothing but sleep and rest π΄ I honestly feel terrible and short of breath which isn’t fun π I am finally putting myself and my health ahead of uni βΊοΈ
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Day 380: 13th January 2023 | Nauseous, nauseous, nauseous I feel so sick right nowπ€’π’π«
It’s been a hell of a day 10:14 pm
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This is how far I got with my washing last night ππ
I folded and put the rest away, but this basket of clothes is still sitting on the floor where I put it last night π It’s 2:16 pm. I still don’t feel like myself but I know it’s not the flu or anything like that. Thankfully the place where I need to return samples for…
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Day 379: 12th January 2023 | I’m not sure why I tried to convince myself I would get any uni done π
1 Year, 14 days. I have been up since 6:09 am. I scrolled on my phone until about 6:50 am and then got up and had breakfast and coffee. I managed to take Boss for a walk at approximately 10 am before it got too hot, which was good. But I haven’t been feeling myself…
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Why has it been so long since I listened to what was always my favourite band?π€¦ββοΈπ
I have loved this for as long as I can remember πΆ π I used to play it all the time but randomly realised today how long it’s been π€¨ And the best far of all…. It’s FANTASTIC music to study to π€π₯³
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I need a new 3D body π©π«
I feel so unwell it’s fucking horrible π I woke up at 6:09 am. Turned to 6:10 am as I took the screenshot to prove to myself that I can wake up naturally and then actually get up βΊοΈ This time round I reminded myself that I want to get up. That I have stuff…
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Day 378: 11th January 2023 | I finally booked an appointment with a clinic to treat pain π
It’s been an interesting day π This went for longer than I thought βΊοΈ
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OMG π€¦ββοΈπ
I am completely shocking … at everything π€£π€£π€£π€£ I have had a pounding headache since I got up. That was around 11:20 in the morning. Last night messed me up so much that even though I was exhausted I couldn’t sleep and was awake until approximately 2 am π I knew I was going to…
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Day 377: 10th January 2023 | Part 3 | Finding the energy to mash the potatoes took everything in me π£π
It’s 10:05 and I’m sitting at my kitchen table where I have been since I sat down with my dinner π«€ My dirty plate is to the front left of me and my laptop slowly dying π And I just found this and so am sharing it now while I try rk find the energy…