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I have been using Friends as background noise in my life for so long now I can’t help but be amused by the fact that none of these people would be friends in real life π
Well not according to what makes sense to me, but since I’m usually the one who sees most things differently, how am I to really know π€ My point is more about the fact that everything and everyone is so superficial. But then again, most of real life is. That’s why I pay for my…
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That did not go according to plan
π€£π€£π€£π€£ Hello. False is what you mean Delete last sentenc This is harder than it looks 5:55 pm
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Flashes of computer classes at high school are flying at me
Boss is mad. I can’t say I blame him. I haven’t left my room since I came back and caanelled my day out given I was meant to go and see my friend. Not only that but the uni friend who is helped me so much given how confusing I find some of the simpiest…
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I found it!ππ₯³
It’s on the last USB I tried βΊοΈ At least I can reach to plug this into the back of my tv. Well I’m pretty sure I can π Guess I’m about to find out π€
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The Universe is talking to me loud and clear β¨οΈ
I keep my phone and vape charger in the bottom of my bedside table when I am not using them. I don’t really use it or the bedside table for anything other than the storage of certain things. In the bottom draw with the charges are my DVD copies of the Rocky Horror Picture Show,…
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Some weed, a snooze, and an orgasm have helped bring me back to neutral π
Which is definitely better than how I felt better. Must admit, I have the “sliding doors” options playing out in my mind about the other way today could have gone if I had handled everything better. Sometimes it is helpful to see the other side so that I know for next time. And other times…
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I have cancelled my plans and am going back to sleep π₯Ί
All because I sleep through alarms and am easily triggered. I feel absolutely completely fucking useless. I thought the rage inside of me was gone. I was wrong. Clearly, there’s a reason I’m supposed to be completely and utterly alone. Using my weighted blanket to try and help me because there’s never anyone here to…
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I feel guilty canceling on my friend but just don’t think today is the right day to meet in person anymore π
I’m still in my pajamas. I was lying on the couch with Boss and set 10 minute timer to snooze to help myself feel better while cuddling Boss. I got up a few minutes ago to feed him and take my meds to try and snap myself out of this mood, but almost collapsed when…
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Day 427: 1st March 2023 | Crying once again due to the fact that I am always the one at fault π’
1 Year, 2 months, 2 days. I am so sick of feeling like everything I do is wrong. Sick of everything really. I want to give up. Or at least on days like today when I just feel so alone and unwanted. I should be on the road by now. Instead, I’m sitting on the…
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Boss is snoring so deeply and it’s adorable π₯°
It’s way past my bedtime now π I’ll be out easily tonight π΄ 10:38 pm