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I feel like I have no one I can message to ask about things don’t understand without feeling like an annoying burden ๐
I have my uni friends and talk to them quite a bit, so, it’s not like I’m saying I have no one, but, I don’t know why, but I am so aware of everything I am doing now and as it is I truthfully feel like it’s hindering me more than helping me, but, even
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When the dentist numbed the top part of my mouth he got the nerve that has numbed half of my nose as well ๐
It’s a really strange feeling. The entire right side of my mouth and nose is numb. Now, to drive home in the rain. I’m hoping it’s a nice easy drive. 2:59 pm
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I can’t stop crying ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
I want to go into hospital. I feel like I’m losing my grip on reality when shit like this happens. I need help to understand what is happening. I can’t do this forever. Especially not completely alone ๐ข I still have to try and finish cooking but I just keep crying. I guess it’s time
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Somehow in the chaos of getting my house clean, a small part of big stovetop went missing. Now it smells like my gas is coming out.
I have no real idea. It was very much an accident and not one I thought would make much of a difference ๐คทโโ๏ธ Ellie my new friend who does the cleaning checked Bunnings while she was there today but they didn’t have what is needed. Truthfully, I have every intention of asking Andrew when I
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I think I went a little overboard ๐ ๐คฃ
My favorite New Zealand chips were on sale, so I stocked up. I also got a couple of bags of lollies. I don’t know why, but uni does seem to affect my appetite when I’m studying and taking Ritalin, so, I thought I needed something to help me not play so ill throughout the day.
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Day 425: 27th February 2023 | I’m finally at home ๐ฅฐ
I ended up in the supermarket for far longer than I wanted to be. I had called to ask the ingredients of the creamy mushroom pasta my friend made and we ended up talking half an hour. In the end, I was too overwhelmed and just needed to leave to get home ๐ It’s 1:17
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Day 424: 26th February 2023 | ๐คฃ๐คฃ it took three goes to get the day and date right ๐
I also think having dyslexia is also probably playing into how often muck up the dates and numbers ๐ I really wish I had bread ๐ ๐คฆโโ๏ธ I slept most of today. I got up and had coffee and meds and crushed up Boss’s pill and mixed it in with half a can of a
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I really should just delete uber eats ๐
After scrolling for ages I just became far too hungry so ended up cooking anyway ๐คฃ
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After a long day of doing nothing I’m exhausted ๐
Though the weed I’ve vaped throughout the day is definitely adding to it. I won’t be going to get bread or soft drink after. I had porridge for breakfast so I still have four eggs left. I took the sausages out of the freezer and they seem to be defrosting nicely, though that doesn’t necessarily
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I’ve been filling my pillbox for hours ๐ซ๐ณ
What is f*cking happening ???? Slowly but surely I’m losing my mind to time ๐คฏ I figured out how to use the volume on my new camera but even all the way up I can barely hear anything ๐ง I really hope that when I transfer the video to my laptop, the sound is working