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I found it!ππ₯³
It’s on the last USB I tried βΊοΈ At least I can reach to plug this into the back of my tv. Well I’m pretty sure I can π Guess I’m about to find out π€
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The Universe is talking to me loud and clear β¨οΈ
I keep my phone and vape charger in the bottom of my bedside table when I am not using them. I don’t really use it or the bedside table for anything other than the storage of certain things. In the bottom draw with the charges are my DVD copies of the Rocky Horror Picture Show,
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Some weed, a snooze, and an orgasm have helped bring me back to neutral π
Which is definitely better than how I felt better. Must admit, I have the “sliding doors” options playing out in my mind about the other way today could have gone if I had handled everything better. Sometimes it is helpful to see the other side so that I know for next time. And other times
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I have cancelled my plans and am going back to sleep π₯Ί
All because I sleep through alarms and am easily triggered. I feel absolutely completely fucking useless. I thought the rage inside of me was gone. I was wrong. Clearly, there’s a reason I’m supposed to be completely and utterly alone. Using my weighted blanket to try and help me because there’s never anyone here to
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I feel guilty canceling on my friend but just don’t think today is the right day to meet in person anymore π
I’m still in my pajamas. I was lying on the couch with Boss and set 10 minute timer to snooze to help myself feel better while cuddling Boss. I got up a few minutes ago to feed him and take my meds to try and snap myself out of this mood, but almost collapsed when
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Day 427: 1st March 2023 | Crying once again due to the fact that I am always the one at fault π’
1 Year, 2 months, 2 days. I am so sick of feeling like everything I do is wrong. Sick of everything really. I want to give up. Or at least on days like today when I just feel so alone and unwanted. I should be on the road by now. Instead, I’m sitting on the
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Boss is snoring so deeply and it’s adorable π₯°
It’s way past my bedtime now π I’ll be out easily tonight π΄ 10:38 pm
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Feeling so damn proud of myself πβΊοΈ
I put the clean clothes away and then had dinner. I knew I had to get up immediately after finishing dinner if I had any chance of making sure I hung the fresh load out π So, I’m very happy I did just that since I won’t have time in the morning before I go
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Day 426: 28th February 2023 | Not making a lot of sense today π π
1 Year, 2 Months, and 1 Day. I wrote a blog. I veered off track. I’m not sure how much sense it will make, but at least it will be interesting π I think this video might be the same π I need to go and fold and put away my washing and hang out
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OMG! For the first time ever my hair got stuck in a magnet of my fridge …
Enough for me to have to stop and untangle it otherwise it would have been ripped out…. Like how does that even happen? Obviously, I had to read which magnet had literally stopped me in my tracks, all while thinking, wow, there really are so many ways the Universe can speak to us. Actually, this