-
I’m afraid
And I’ve been trying to talk to my therapist like she suggested by talking to her through my camera the same way I speak to all of you. I very much like the idea and when I say trying it was ….. I cleaned the kitchen, vacuumed the kitchen, and then chopped a mix. Even
-
Day 459: 1st April 2023 | Been a lovely day; now I am ready to sleep ๐ด
So tired. Looking forward to a nice long sleep ๐ 9:14 pm
-
I have not one memory from when I was five ๐ค๐
When you were five, what did you want to be when you grew up? That is all ๐คฃ
-
Day 457: 31st March 2023 | I have stayed in bed most of the day and am now going to sleep ๐ด
Doesn’t the title just jump out and scream, “watch me” ๐ค๐ Not sure how I feel about anything right now. Second-guessing everything and no trust in myself ๐ I’ve been in bed all day binge watching Netflix and have just now turned my tv off before writing this. I’m ready to go to sleep for
-
Day 456: 30th March 2022 | Part 2 | Today’s video ๐ I have deferred this unit on the advice of my tutor ๐ฅ๐ฎโ๐จ
Tomorrow is the cut-off date. He said I have to put my health first and that this is the hardest unit of the full degree. I want to be feeling good when I do it, and right now, I am not retaining anything ๐ฅน I am so sad right now, but I understand why. My
-
Day 455: 29th March 2023 | Still feeling flat ๐
I’m at my friend’s place near uni. I’m working on my assignment while she still works. The assignment is making me feel so dumb. All I do is cry these past few days which sucks ๐ฅ Anyway better get back to it as it’s not going to write itself. 4:34 pm
-
Day 454: 28th March 2023 | Boss needs to have surgery to have his toe removed ๐ข๐ญ
I am honestly just so exhausted but I finally got some more words on my document after making this video so I’m pleased with myself โบ๏ธ I’m so tired I’m going to crash as soon as I finish my toast ๐๐ด 9:33 pm It’s 10:50 pm, and I had just started listening to my night
-
Day 453: 27th March 2023 | So, there’s not enough blood getting to my heart ๐ฌ๐ฎโ๐จ
Now I need to see a cardiologist, but first, I have to get my family history of heart issues, and since my heart had a heart attack relatively young, I need to email him about it. I’m flat as f*ck anyway, though, so it’s not a big problem, provided I stay neutral ๐ I want
-
Day 452: 26th March 2023 | I feel giddy with happiness awaiting my food to be delivered ๐
Of McDonald’s food items and drinks. I still don’t get why they would remove the one plant option available. I have so many points saved up that everything I ordered, including the delivery fee, was less than $20 The tracker says it is 3 minutes away ๐ค๐ 9:51 pm
-
Possible new tattoo idea?๐ค๐
This is real life … it would fit nicely, and may it help keep me more grounded ๐๐ I want the perfect quote for my right thumb. The one I want is probably going to be too long … Always come from love I have been through a few trying to figure it out ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ