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What a strange day
I forgot my afternoon medication. My ADHD medication. That is not good. This is not fun. Constantly repeating myself in everything I do. Ahhhhhhhhhh Ok, I’m good. Also, I took two of the 20 thc gummies when we got home. Which wasn’t very long ago. They’re yet to kick in. But the bong I had
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I wonder what will happen π€
We opened the hate mail yesterday at approximately 3 PM. Merv swore he would absolutely do something about it. That it would never happen again. Just like he did the first time it happened. It’s now 3:19 PM, so, over 24 hours and he is yet to “do anything”. I don’t believe he will. I’ve
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Sunday the 25th of January 2026
Merv is paying a lot of money for a really decent pair of hearing aids and yet he only really wears them when we go out. Or he has to talk to someone other than me. I have asked him so many times to please wear them. That is why he got them. Why he
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Day 1488: Sunday the 25th of January at 2:30 PM
WOW!! π―π² I am watching myself in my video dates the 9th of December 2025. It doesn’t have what time it was made in the description (π€¦ββοΈ) and I just wanted to say, I can’t believe how bad I sound. I mean, I am literally describing how I feel in the video, but watching it
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Day 1486: 23rd January 2026 | Today’s doctors appointment with Elean π
As always, Elean helped me see reason, through the eyes of a different perspective. In all truthfulness she was basically telling me everything I already know and believe in, yet haven’t been able to put into practice since my house was burnt down. Unfortunately, I’m becoming easily irritated and frustrated with myself every time I
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Extra video: This is my first doctor’s appointment back with Elean on my 40th birthday βΊοΈ
This video was filmed on the 30th of December 2025. My 40th birthday. I made my appointment on my birthday because of how much I love my doctor. She is honestly one of the most amazing people I have ever had the privilege of meeting. I consider myself extremely lucky to have her as my
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Day 1485: 22nd January 2026 | I miss Boss and my home. I’ve needed to cry a bit today π’
I just feel sad π 9:37 PM
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Day 1481: 18th January 2026 | Part 1 | Accidentally turned the camera off π π
4 Years, 20 days, including today π Smoking cigarettes is gross! Says the woman smoking a cigarette ππ Video made at 1:57 PMVideo uploaded at 2:22 PM
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Day 1480: 17th January 2026 | 4 Years, 19 days, including today π
Just writing the years and days in the title is so long, so, I’m definitely sticking with days as the first thing that is part of my videos title π I think. I will go back to putting it in the description. I’m not totally sure if I want to stop having a title at
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Day 2219: 24th December 2025 | Simultaneously shown how insane this world is, while also kind π€¨
I only had $3.05 on me in coins and the sushi roll was $3.60. So, I asked the guy if he could please just let me buy one for the amount that I had. He said, no, there’s a camera right behind me. So, I asked him, do you throw everything out that isn’t sold