As always, Elean helped me see reason, through the eyes of a different perspective.

In all truthfulness she was basically telling me everything I already know and believe in, yet haven’t been able to put into practice since my house was burnt down.

Unfortunately, I’m becoming easily irritated and frustrated with myself every time I do something “wrong” or mess up. Like I have with the supplement drinks that I’m meant to have. I accidentally ordered the wrong one, and feel like a moron. It’s made me feel stupid all day.

I know everything Elean says is right, so I have no idea why I’m feeling this way.

Truth be told, I just want to go home and get really stoned. If I can. We still haven’t made it home yet. My appointment was at 2 PM. It was an hour and a half to get to the side of the city we are on. We went to Kmart to get the few things I need which is only 15 minutes away from home. Now we are heading to Coles. Poor Happy will be taken to the dog park tomorrow. I just want to get home.

6:21 PM