I have just finished watching Day 2192: 27th November 2025 | I am so confused right now š š
Well, I’m still very confused. Even more so truthfully. And sad. Because now I know the full truth.
I love my sister. I was sharing how it has felt from my point of view for years. There was no malicious. No ill intent. Just sorrow for the friendship I believe we could have had.
When I saw the deleted messages and the missed video calls when I woke up on Saturday morning, I honestly thought they had drunk called us. That’s my I mentioned it in the 52 minute video I made.
Merv had said that my sister had messaged him and I asked if it was to see if I was asleep which I was. That was all he said.
I asked Merv to promise to tell me everytime someone talks about me to him. He never does. It drives me insane.
I wanted to make sure my sisters number and name were saved properly in Merv’s phone, but when I went to check, I noticed there was a thread of messages that I knew nothing about. Obviously I read them. And then I got mad at Merv. I couldn’t believe he hadn’t told me about them. He said, I was so happy that she messaged in the first place that he couldn’t break my heart by telling me the rest.
I have been so confused ever since then. Questioning myself over and over again what I could have possibly said that was bullying. Because I love my sister. So much.
But what she said to Merv about me, after saying I was a narcissistic with main character syndrome who used about abused everyone and made everyone suffer, but that I will never take accountability for anything.
I honestly don’t know how anyone could watch that video and think I was bullying my sister. But the messages she sent Merv were filled with literal hate and venom. I am so sad. I truly thought we were on our way to mending our relationship. All I’ve said in so many of my videos is that I love my sister and her family. All of them.
8:15 PM