I don’t don’t totally remember what I said in this. I thought I made it yesterday.
But when I woke up earlier I thought it was morning. Especially since Merv gave me my daily meds. He handed them to me and when I tipped them into my hand, he took the Vyanse out of them and said you don’t that.
I was confused since it was my morning meditation I was taking. So, I asked him what time it was. He said 5:45. He had told me he had gotten the annex oumnĢt before the rain came, so, I figured he was up really early to get it done.
l said to him, “why wouldn’t I take my Vyanse (which I had by this point) when it’s the usual time I take them anyway and we have so much to do today.”
That was when he told me it was 5:45pm! OMG, I basically burst into tears. I asked him why he didn’t clarify that it was night time and why I was taking morning medication in the evening if it wasn’t actually my nighttime medication time yet.
Anyway, thankfully I am so exhausted and in so much pain (you wouldn’t think thankfully, and exhausted and so much pain would go in one sentence would you?š) that I know I will sleep tonight quite easily. Especially once we finish watching the movie on Netflix we started and then paused so that I could upload this video lol
10:50 PM