I just can’t stop thinking about yesterday. How stupid I was to believe it was real and genuine. How I am able to be so easily manipulated by someone of whom I had always wanted a friendship with.

But as soon as I engaged, which was after I wrote a reasonable message explaining my concerns about opening up the possibility of being friends.

I was very specific in the very first message I sent. I asked her to please read every word and to not skim read anything. I wanted to believe her reaction was genuine and she was having an off day.

Just messaging me after what she did, without acknowledging what she did and how much she hurt me last time she dropped by to “just check in” on me.

I still can’t believe it took me until this afternoon for me to finally realise that I had been played. Ghosted all day already. Which she threatened me about early on yesterday about showing the video to someone “as this was my last chance”.

I mean, it was seriously one of the most confusing and mind fucking days ever. I am so happy that I now have a witness to all the crap gone on. He can at least see what others currently cannot.

I’m unbelievably exhausted and crashing rapidly so I type this, so I think the two videos I still have to upload will be uploaded tomorrow morning ♡

29th of October 2025 | 10:39 PM