I feel like all I do is fail. Especially at things I have been trying to implement into my life since the start of making these videos 😭

It is only the 2nd of October and it is so hot here in Central Queensland already. How did I forget how much harder this is going to be in the heat that just keeps rising.

Due to needing to sleep the past couple of days, to try and reset my body due to the ADHD medication I have to take. This is due to it reaching a plato and wasn’t providing the benefits I needed. I knew I needed a couple of days off it to help reset my body and mind.

Due to how long I lay in bed sleeping yesterday, I knew my pain levels would be extreme this morning. And I was right.

I woke up at 5:19 AM and felt relatively awake but was in excruciating pain. It felt like, and still feels like my back is broken.

I took Targen and valuim right before I picked up my camera. Thankfully, if nothing else, the valuim is working and I’ve stopped crying.

I would really appreciate any kind words or support from anyone out there. Merv is fantastic as always but sometimes I really do just need other’s to remind me that I’m doing the best I can.

Thank you all for coming along with me in my journey through life. Following my channel shows me in all aspects of my life. For example, this video that I have cried all the way through.

You all mean so much to me ♡

8:41 AM

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