I know I was angry yesterday but today I’m just sad. Anxious. Confused. Flat and humiliated.

And it’s all probably just in my head. I give up in the real world. I’ll attend events when I can.

But otherwise I’m coming to you. Like in the past..I need my camera back. My conversations with myself.  Alone. Free.

I don’t feel free. I need to vent.

5:28pm