And this isn’t even all of it!! 😂

The second video (this one) recorded all the way through from beginning to end. Merv said it was an hour and 43 seconds long. Truth be told, I thought he said one hour and fourty minutes which confused me for a few minutes 😅

I am on Merv’s phone uploading these to my YouTube channel.

When I originally went to upload them, I immediately saw that there was no video that was even an hour    long and was instantly gutted, thinking that for some reason the entire video didn’t save. That’s when I saw the third video that is just over twenty minutes long.

So, as I said in the description of part one (P1) I am not entirely sure if anything has been lost, given I upload all of my videos to my channel prior to watching them (you  see them before I do) to keep them completely real, raw and authentic.

I will upload the third video once this has uploaded to ensure they upload in the correct order.

I am going to hang the linen out on the line now that I am completely covered in sunscreen. You can burn in under 30 seconds outside up here in central Queensland.

Then I am going to go open the caravan up and empty some of the stuff. Clothes etc Merv can sort through and I can wash dishes and cutlery etc.

Actually Merv got up to use the bathroom then Jackson wanted out, so Merv is opening the caravan up to continue airing it out right now. He said he has to slowly start walking. He says his legs don’t hurt. They look bad. As do all the rest of the bruises he has over his body.

He and I are really good, I will just add. I realised earlier that I have been coming at everything from a
darkness not love and that has made me see myself so badly. Why I have so angry and upset. I feel so much better now that I have realised how ridiculous it is to let other people get to me and make me think my friendship with Merv is wrong. He and I get along so well. We are great friends and house mates. And we are allowed to be.

Men and woman CAN be FRIENDS and friends ONLY without anything else going on. If you or someone you know honestly doesn’t believe that is true, you should ask yourself why.

I am extremely lucky to have found a friend in Merv and I am so happy to be finally back feeling like me. I might even make a short update video later on tonight. It’s definitely the day for it lol

2:57 p.m.