Our landlord told us today that he is selling the house. Merv and I are both on pensions. I just feel like it’s all my fault. I haven’t been able to stop crying all day 😭
8:00 p.m.
Edit: 27th December 2024 | I haven’t had room on my phone to make a video since this one which cut me off. For whatever reason, my backup system stopped working too until this morning. I think everything just got to me all at once, which is why I broke the way I did in this video. I am doing better. I went to Christmas and gave the kids their gifts, which they loved.
I’m feeling ok today. But am definitely going in waves of emotions. I know everything will be ok. Is ok. Living with Merv helps a lot. I am currently filling my pill boxes for the next four weeks while Merv is out. Then we are going to sort out the office so I can set up my older laptop to ensure I don’t miss any videos moving forward.
This channel and my website are incredibly important to me, so, I have to act like it. I especially have to get my website updated. Today is four years since I opened it. And my birthday the 30th of December is three years since I started making these videos. I want to ensure I make one every day since that is the point.
Merv and I are still in the process of figuring out how too live stream our life, which we both very much want to do. We just have to figure our where we are going to live. But the house isn’t even on the market yet, so, I know we’ll be ok.
11:47 a.m.