How my mind works šŸ˜šŸ˜†


I’m not sure what I’ve been doing but it’s 8:22pm, I haven’t moved (my butt hurts šŸ˜‚), and the box still isn’t finished 🫣🤣

Sidenote: I’ve just now seen this in my draft folder, upon checking to see if I had uploaded the title and description of today’s first video.

The videos were straight after one another from what I can tell based on having now watched part 1 and what I vaguely recall from where I started the second video. The camera turned itself off. I’m fairly sure of it. I haven’t seen the second one, and I’m way too tired to watch myself again. I have to be in the mood, haha. I haven’t seen a few šŸ˜„

I got snacks next to me. But I’m so tired. I messaged Juice again after the messages above, and they turned back to blue (how do people do that? I don’t understand why they go from blue to green. When it’s blue, I can see when it’s been delivered and read, but when green, that doesn’t happen.) I really want to see the messages on Juices phone to see what it looks like on his end from my side. I have no idea how or why it changes šŸ¤”

Anyway, I asked him to help me move the tv into my room and onto my dresser, which he has read. I really only have clothes to pack and want to do it in my bedroom, so it makes more sense to be in there. Plus, I’m hoping the mattress is reset or something when I flip it back over. My back really hurts. I must also make an effort to see my chiropractor and get a summary from him too.

I plan to take approximately a week to take my time with packing and tying up any loose ends I need to while here, which really is just filling in some paperwork. Making a few phone calls, sending a couple of emails, and attending a few appointments.

My therapy session is on Monday, so I’m going to attend in person. I will try and make an appointment to see my doctor for a last visit to get a summary of my medical history to inform whomever I end up seeing up north for things that my normal doctor can’t help with over the phone with. I can see both my psychologist and psychiatrist on video calls, which is handy.

It really is late now. My pain levels are really high, but I’ve just now realisedĀ  once again, that I still haven’t taken any pain medication for it. I keep thinking about it and then forgetting. It’s been hours. No wonder I’m in so much pain.

I’ve just made myself get up. I’m going to take medicine now and heat up the rest of the pasta leftovers to eat. I also just turned the heat up a bit. It’s the highest temperature I’ve had it on since starting to use it when needed. 23. Normally, 20 is high enough. 21 max for an hour or so. It’s really windy outside.

I sat back down without leftovers, but I have taken pain meds, which I hope kick in soon. I still need to upload the videos here, too. Once that’s done I am going to put Mom on tv. Boss got me up, but now he jumps on the couch. I’m standing in the kitchen so going to heat up food. I have had a lovely day 😊 11:02 pm


Leave a comment