I’m just not ready to go back to myself yet. I realised this yesterday, but I thought I’d make a note of it here.

I’m in severe period abdominal pain right now. I finally got confirmation that I am, in fact, having one. I haven’t known for ages what is going on. I have an implant in my arm, combined with not having sex, which means it obviously wasn’t pregnancy related. Boy, am I in pain right now. Truthfully, I’m sitting on the toilet feeling like I really need to pee still, but nothing is coming out.

I watched a vlog from someone who showed up in my YouTube feed today. Her name is so familiar, but I don’t recall exactly from where. It was awe-inspiring, her bravery in sharing her story.

Anyway, it’s definitely time to get back in bed and try to fall asleep. I may end up sleeping most of the day for all I know.

2:44 am